End of beginnings

2012-01-01T03:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARS GUYS!!!!

i'm back!!! well, for today at least lol =X

kinda took a long hiatus from blogging because my life kinda went haywire after i got enlisted... basically, the onli connection i hav with the outside world while i was in camp is a super basic so called army phone and tat's it... as for weekends, in order to fully utilize whatever little time (less then 48 hours to be exact)i have (i have to split my time between meeting friends, watching WGM, watching running man and bleach etc) i sleep for like less then 3 hours a day during weekends lols so of course i wont have time to sit down and blog lols... plus most of the stuff i did in camp was kinda mundane so yea...

anyway, went down to bugis collect the shoes/boots that i bought for cny but had to wait awhile cus somehow the shop assistant sent the shoes to their outlet in bugis village instead of the outlet in bugis junction so the shop assistant had to go and collect for me lols..

headed down to sembawang to meet kelly and the rest before going to sembawang shopping centre for singing session... packed food at a coffee shop before heading to kell'y house to countdown...

we jus chatted and played monopoly there before we (me, cher phang, samuel and tristant) left at around 1:30 since my last train leaves at 12 ... but somehow were too a long turn and ended up going in one big circle lols... while we were walking, a Bangladesh worker randomly came up to us and said happy new year while trying to shake our hands and somehow he ended up grabbing my right wrist... and i almost chopped his hand using my left hand (opps, pdt lols =X)

managed to reach sembawang mrt station onli to see the last train to marina bay leaving the station... so in the end, i had no choice but to jus take the train to amk before taking a cab back home...

and what a small world lol... the cab driver studied in bhss in the past and he was from the spf when he was serving his ns... also, he used to stay in tpy also so he ended up talking to me all the way from amk to tpy lols =X

somehow im getting a feeling tat 2012 will be a good year since the first day of 2012 is already so much fun lols XD

happy new year!!

~+A genius cannot win over one who puts in effort and one who puts in effort cannot win over one who enjoys himself - Yuri+~

2011-09-13T00:42:00.005+08:00

haha i've been inactive in update recently arent i? =P been kinda lazy ever since i graduated from sch and started on my part time job as a retail assistant XD

anyway... Happy mid-autumn festival/happy chuseok guys =D

hmm... so anyway, i would be ~~going to hell on earth~~ enlisting tml or rather, in 7 hours from now and to be totally honest, im more worried then scared/anxious cus i seriously dunno wat to expect... i mean, my impression of ns is wake up at 5am ->; training ->; breakfast ->; training ->; lunch ->; training ->; dinner ->; training ->; sleep and the whole cycle repeats itself over and over again for 4 months... plus im really awkward with strangers that i cant even imagine spending 2 weeks/18 days with a group of strangers lol =(

my mom kept asking me to go to bed early but i really cant sleep lol cus ive been having insomnia since like 1 sept =P i would onli be able to sleep at like 5am but i would suddenly wake up at like 7am and i cant get back to sleep D:

but anyway... im done packing but im nt really sure whether i have everything tat i need to last me for 2 weeks and nw i would jus hav to try and get some sleep asap..

(the bag is kinda big btw lol)

oh and did u know... my dad were also in the police force when he was doing his ns? and most of my cousins from my dad's side (and i think 1 or 2 from my mom's side) were all in the police force when they were in ns? i onli know about it yesterday lol o.o

i really hope time passes by really quickly in there cus im already starting to miss everyone T.T mus meet up after i book out hor lol

(you guys make my life complete~ =D)

ps: bought this today even though i hav no idea where i can pin this to lol

(it says: 소녀시대/So Nyuh Shi Dae lol =X)

anyway cya guys... will be bck after 2weeks (i hope)

~+We are born to look forward in life. we let go and move on. We tear when we have to leave but when we look back, we tear in happiness and not sorrow. Life's too short for any regret. live life like you've never lived before.+~

2011-07-30T04:59:00.004+08:00

yesterday was a long but fun day XD

had lunch at Arnold Chicken at city plaza at Paya Lebar with charmaine... walked around city plaza after lunch cus i hav nv been there before plus she needs to find a new dress... after tat we went to bugis street cus i was supposed to meet chang long they all at nex at 7pm but it was onli 4pm+ tat lols...

reached nex at around 6:40+ and anson was already there cus he was nearly an hour early =.=" we met up with andrew, chang long and hui min to hav our dinner at The Ship Restaurant... somehow i think the lunch set meal was more worth the money though lol (i originally thought that the dinner set meal would be as nice as the one for lunch lols).. samuel, siew ling and kelly joined us after dinner and we jus slacked around at nex for awhile...

after tat, chang long drove us to changi village for a spin to 'take a look' before we headed down to yishun dam to jus chill and chat... we left at around 3.30am and chang long sent us home...

i reached home at 4am and by the time i showered, uploaded pictures and surf the net, it was around 5am already lol =X

as for today, met up with anson, cher phang and siew ling for dinner at Astons at suntec... kelly onli joined us after we finished eating cus she was held up at work... the original plans was to watch the fireworks for the NDP preview but we onli managed to catch a glimpse of the last few minutes cus we were still eating when the fireworks display started lol =X

we went to look for samuel at his workplace after tat and walked around while waiting for him to knock off... after tat siew ling and anson went home but the rest of us went to yishun cus they wanted to grab a bite... slacked till around 11;30 before heading back...

~+Don't plan things out, just let them fall into place. The world tends to unfold as it should.+~

2011-07-22T02:54:00.001+08:00

If (만약에) - Kim TaeYeon

Romanizations
Manyage naega kandamyeon naega dagakandamyeon
Neoneotteokhe saenggakhalkka yonggil nael so eobgo

Manyage niga kandamyeon niga tteonakandamyeon
Neol eotteokhe bonaeyahalji jakkoogeobi naneun geol

Naega babogattaseo

Barabol su bakkeman eobneun geon ahmado
Wimyeonhaljido moreul ni maeumgwa
Tto keuraeseo deo meoreojil saiga dwilkkabwa

Chungmal babogattaseo

Saranghanda haji mothaneun geon ahmado
Mannamdwi e kidarineun apeume
Seulpeum nanaldeuri doryeoweoseo inkabwa

Manyage niga ondamyeon

Niga dagaondamyeon naneotteokhe haeyaman halji
Chungmal al su eobneun geol

Naega babo gattaseo

Barabol su bakkeman eobneun geon ahmado
Wuimyeonhaljido moreul ni maeumgwa
Tto keuraeseo deo meoreojil saiga dwilkkabwa

Chungmal babogattaseo

Saranghanda haji mothaneun geon ahmado
Mannandwi e kidarineun apeume
Seulpeum nanaldeuri doryeoweoseo inkabwa

Naega babo gattaseo

Saranghanda haji mothanen geon ahmado
Mannandwi e kidarineun apeume
Seulpeum nanaldeuri dortoedweoseo inkabwa

Translation
If I were to go, If I were to go close to you
What would you think? Just thinking of this breaks my heart
If you were to leave, if you were to leave my side
How would I ever let you go? I'm always fearful of this

Because I was like a fool, I could only look upon you. Most likely
Because I was afraid of how your heart might change and we might grow farther apart
I was such a fool, not able to tell you I loved you. Most likely
Because I was afraid of the hurt and sadness I would receive after we meet

If you were to come, If you were to come closer to me
What would I do? I really do now know

Because I was like a fool, I could only look upon you. Most likely
Because I was afraid of how your heart might change and we might grow farther apart
I was such a fool, not able to tell you I loved you. Most likely
Because I was afraid of the hurt and sadness I would receive after we meet

I was such a fool, not able to tell you I loved you. Most likely
Because I was afraid of the hurt and sadness I would receive after we meet

2011-07-03T03:15:00.003+08:00

went to plaza singapura with anson, cher phang and tristan... we actaully intended to watch transformers but the tickets were completely sold out for the 3:50 and 4:15 slot while the 5:30 slot onli had a few seats here and there... we went to cathay to take a look and the next available slot is like 8pm or 12am i forgot lol) so we decided to watch another movie(Monte Carlo) instead to kill time but it was sold out also so we jus slacked at macdonalds lol... by 5pm we were bored to tears (we met at 3pm =.=) therefore we decided to jus get out of plaza sing and head to orchard central instead...

when we reached orchard central, kelly smsed us saying that they were nearby but in a different mall and asked us to find them (without telling us where they were).. so we headed to 313 cus we had a hunch that they are there and they send us a photo of them in a shop tat looks like Uniqlo but somehow anson went into another shop and managed to find kelly, siew ling and clarissa there... it somehow feels like the korean variety show running man lol (and anson was super excited throughout the whole thing)

after tat we headed to taka and we played another round and this time anson managed to find us (me, kelly and siew ling) in like less then 10mins without us giving any hints O.O

we then met up with soo kiat, cassandra, hui min and michelle at ION and we had dinner at the Xing Wang there... we actually planned to go kbox after tat all the way till 2am but we decided to jus stay at burger king and play monopoly deal till 11+

feels kinda apologetic to cher phang as it is rare for him to have a long weekend break from camp but i kinda failed at planning the movie outing... the onli fun part was the hide and seek at the mall lol =P

anyway... i'll be working tml and judging from wat the person told me, my job seems to be kinda easy... but then when i looked at the list of products, i was like 'omfg im dead'... see how ba lol... and tml i'll hav to try to either hav saturdays off or onli work for the weekends... cus i think i'll die if i work for 7 days a week lol =.=

plus i need to go out de....

oh and... i wanna watch transformers T.T

~+If the decision was right and the outcome was bad, it will still be regarded as a mistake+~

2011-07-02T04:13:00.003+08:00

if u're wondering why i've nt updated my blog for such a long time, it's because there really isnt much going on lately... plus i jus dun hav tat 'i mus blog about interesting things that happen so that i wont forget it in the future' kind of feel lately lol =X

so anyway...

cher phang gt enlisted into the army already and is currently ~~going through hell~~ having his bmt in tekong... before he enlsited, hui min, cassandra, soo kiat, anson and i had a little farewell party for him at kbox @scape and hui min and cassandra changed the lyrics of two songs to suit the farewell party... i kinda recorded it and combined the song with the original mv lol.. and it took me like 4hours to do everything T.T

Cher Phang要快乐

送你到Pulau Tekong

ps: i actually spent more effort on this as compared to the videos tat were used for sch projects lol =X

chang long, hui min, kelly, siew ling and i also had a farewell dinner for cher phang at causeway point and we basically stuffed him with food (since its buffet lol)

we also welcomed cher phang bck to ~~civilization~~ Singapore last week with a simple dinner and movie outing... we watched your highness and we sat in the front row lol... honestly the movie was kinda bad but then again, we really didnt know before hand haha...

oh one more thing...

my elistment letter is here lol...

i'll be enlisting on the 13 Sept but the thing is im reporting directly to the police academy or smth like tat cus ive been admitted directly into the police force... the freaky thing is tat anson and sk they all we were talking about it during dinner and it actually came though o.O scary much haha...

(there's onli 2 invitation cards though)

i guess tat would be all for now? i'll try to update more often from nw on haha =X

ps: i think tat the pink MacDonald's cup is nice simply because the pink looks like Pastel Rose Pink wihch is the fan color of S♥ne lol while my sis likes the green one cus the green looks like the fan color of Triple S o.o

~+The future is scary but u just can't run back to the past because it's familiar. yes, it's tempting. but it's a mistake.+~

2011-06-01T16:15:00.004+08:00

[27 May 2011 - Graduation Day]

today marks the end of our 3 years in Nanyang Polytechnic... and everyone was really excited/happy tat day lols...

it was a little chaotic in the beginning cus we were nt seated according to our class but rather according to our names... the whole ceremony started at around 9am and ended in the afternoon (forgot wat time it ended lols) after the ceremony, the atrium became like a market lols cus everyone gathered there to take photos with friends and family... i had trouble finding everyone at first cus 1) my phone had no service in the auditorium 2) there were so many ppl everywhere O.O

in the end, i managed to find cassandra and soo kiat and was looking for cher phang they all but after awhile, i lost sight of soo kiat and cassandra =.=" luckily, in the end i managed to find samuel, tristan, joel, cher phang and joel... gradually we managed to find and take photos with everyone =D

i was told theat actually nt all of them were in the auditorium... in fact, cher phang they all were at the holding area all the time =.=" honestly i would rather be there then in the auditorium cus its more fun there lol... at least it beats being in the auditorium seated with ppl who u do no know lols

we had lunch at Koufu before heading back to prepare for the gathering at Timbre.. Timbre will be updated when hui min uploads the pics =D

time really flies and 3 years ended jus like tat... honestly speaking, looking back at the past 3 years, i cant really rmb everything tat ive learnt from the lectures, tutorials etc but i do rmb how we used to play games on psp during lectures, skip lectures to go out for movies, how everyone worked like mad during the roadshows, secret farewell party during the last day in EMRS, going out to chill after projects, playing wii at andrew's house when we were supposed to be filming and of course burning the midnight oil to finish up projects lol...

i guess one of my biggest regret is tat i onli became closer to andrew, kelly, tristan, samuel, hui min, chang long and siew ling close to the end of the final sem... if onli we were closer when we were in year 2 sem 2 lols... we could hav went out more =D another regret of mine was i really should hav studied in yr 1 (instead of playing all day lol) cus who knew tat the weightage for the first year was so much O.O damn lols... but ive nt really regretted coming to SBM though =D

from here on, most of us might be going on our own separate ways.. some would go to further their studies at Universities while others would be working... as for the guys, welcome to the hell known as national service (lol) but let's remain in contact shall we? :)

"As i get older, i feel that i am becoming a coward. This world that once only fascinated, sometimes frightens me. That is why i say, let's never let go of each other's hands. Not for your sake, but for mine. -Taken from Our Pastel Rose Generation"

credits: http://soshified.com/forums/topic/60016-pics-our-pastel-rose-generation/page__hl__our+pastel+rose+generation

~+Do you know what it means to become an adult? It means there's less and less to smile about. So we'll have to smile even more, even if we have to force it.+~

2011-05-18T04:40:00.003+08:00

[14 may]
had dinner at paste de waraku at marina square with kelly, cher phang, hui min, chang long, tristan, andrew, siew ling, clarissa.. i thought tat it was jus a normal dinner until andrew turned and asked me "Where's the cake?" LOL actually i already sensed tat something was up when they got alot of tissues from Mac when they went there to buy ice cream but andrew sort of helped me to confirm it lol...

so anyway, we went to the rooftop at the esplanade where samuel joined us with the cake XD

although andrew (sort of) spoiled their plans but still i really enjoyed myself tat day so thx guys haha... and special thx to hui min for preventing kelly from smashing me with the cake lol haha XP

(Pasta De Waraku)

(@Marina Square)

(@Esplanade Rooftop)

[16 may]
met up with charmaine for lunch buffet at sake sushi... the food was ok onli i guess... but felt kinda bad cus charmaine dun really eat sushi so yea...

watched thor after tat and we jus shopped around for a little before i head bck to toa payoh to hav a quick shower before rushing down to somerset to help my sis to get her infinite album from HMV (troublesome lol >.<) then to ion to meet sk, cass, hui min, cp and anson at fish n co... after dinner, all of them were acting kinda strange cus cass and the rest kept asking sk to ask the waiter for the bill lol... found out later that actually they had gotten me a cake to celebrate my birthday... thx guys =D luckily they didnt made me stand on the chair lol XD (cus i heard tat they always did tat to the person who celebrates their birthday at fish n co)

oh and a big thank you to charmaine for the gifts... =D

(strawberry cheesecake from Spinelli)

(cards/letters and a photo collage)

(t-shirt from threadless)

[17 may]

had dinner at swensens with my family before heading back to cut my cake... this year i had a total of 3 cakes at home lol... the strawberry cheesecake was from charmaine, classic mango cake was from my mom and the fruit/chocolate cake was from my dad... apparently, both of them bought the cakes cus my mom thought that she was supposed to buy it and my dad thought that he was the one who's supposed to buy the cake O.O

(fruit/chocolate cake, strawberry cheesecake, classic mango cake)

(ignore the messy table lol =x)

~+There are people that intend to hurt you, but there are also people who get hurt because you are hurt.+~

2011-05-18T03:39:00.002+08:00

[11 May 2011 - Genting Day 2]
we met up at around 9+am to hav our breakfast before going to the theme park... decided to hav breakfast at Mac but the price is around the same as sg but it's nt as nice lol =x

at the theme park, i onli went on the spinner, viking ship, flying dragon (roller coaster) and go kart lol... we had to wait in line for awhile when cher phang, soo kiat and i went on the go kart cus the queue was kinda long and there was this short briefing of some sorts but its all in malay cus we were like the only chinese there (ps: i cant understand malay lol)

(Genting Highlands Hotel)

(Genting Outdoor Theme Park)

(Spinner)

(Go-Kart)

(Some dinosaur themed ride)

(Flying Coaster)

had our lunch at pizza hut and we decided to play a few rounds of bumper car as we had some time before the 4D movie starts and we nv thought tat it would be so addictive that we spent more than an hour there lol... there was this guy at there who was super excited when he was playing with us (almost to the point of creepy lol) but it was fun seeing his expression after we skipped a round jus to avoid him (he was pointing to the vacant cars and was like 'hey there's still slots' but we were like 'whatever' lol =X)

(Bumper Car)

watched the 4D movie after bumper car and it was kinda disappointing lol... cus we waited for like 30 mins and the movie was like 20mins at most lol =.=" but at least its fun (with the moving chairs etc)? lol

after tat we went on the flying dragon (twice) before sk and the rest went for the flume ride... cher phang and i didnt went on the ride cus i wasnt really a big fan of getting wet lol...

after the ride sk, cp and i tried archery before they went back to the hotel to take a shower cus they were all wet from the flume ride while cher phang and i shopped around for gifts to bring bck to sg... in the went, all we gt were keychains even though we went around tat place for like an hour (there really isnt much to buy there)

(shoot shoot shoot~ lol)

met up with the rest an hour later and we had dinner at a HaiNan restaurant near our hotel... although the food was good but its more expensive as compared to sg lol (around sgd 7 for a plate of chicken rice o.0) went to play a around of pool before going bowling (again lol) but this time, its different cus the disco lights were on and they blasted music to make it feel as though u're in a club or smth lol (but its super distracting lol) bumper cars (again!!) all the way till the in door theme park is closed (at 12am)

(Glow in the dark Bowling)

went to grab snacks to bring bck to the hotel room and we also gt drinks from starbucks (tried green tea frap for the 1st time lol) and while on the way bck, the rest were like 'are you going to the movies?' cus i looked like i was going to the movies holding a hot dog in one hand and drink on the other lol...

met in hui min's and michelle's room at around 1am to play card games like monopoly deal, bridge and heart attack till around 6am before heading bck to our room with sk where sk, cp and i played bridge till around 8am in the morning lol.. they decided to catch abit of sleep cus we had to check out at 12am the next day and we would hav to be up at 11am to get ready..

(The Girls' Supper lol)

(Monopoly deal late at night)

[12 May 2011 - Genting Last Day]
met up at around 1145am to check out of the hotel... we had brunch at a cafe/restaurant and the food was horrible+expensive =.= played one round of deal we waited till around 2pm before boarding the bus bck to sg... and it was really fun taking the bus down from genting lol XD

reached sg at around 8pm+... cass, michelle and i decided to share a cab bck from lavender and we waited damn long for a freaking cab lol cus tat time was when the taxi drivers were changing shifts

reach home at around 9+ near 10pm lol.. but overall, i really enjoyed this short getaway haha =D

~+No matter how many coins you throw into a fountain or the number of fingers you cross, if it is not meant to be, it simply won't happen.+~

2011-05-14T03:36:00.003+08:00

lol didnt realised tat i 'forgot' to update my blog for more then a month haha =X

[10 May 2011 - Genting Day 1]
woke up at 5am to get ready to head down to meet up with cher phang, soo kiat, cassandra, hui min and michelle at 6am since our bus to Genting leaves at around 6:45... took a cab down as there was no buses/train since it was still very early lol... reached kitchener complex at 6+am and cher phang and hui min were already there lols... soo kiat reached around 10 mins later... it took us awhile to find the travel agency though lol =X

we were kinda surprised when we saw the bus tat we were supposed to board cus we were supposed to betaking the normal buses to Genting but we kinda gt a free upgrade from the normal coach to a premium coach lol

(interior of the coach)

the bus stopped by Yong Peng for a 25 min lunch break and there was like lots of flies there lol >.< luckily the food there tastes ok haha (didnt really eat much cus its wayyy to early in the morning lol) we reached Genting in the afternoon and we spent awhile waiting to check into the hotel room... hmm the hotel was ok i guess since its nt those really high end hotels... but i think the bed might be kinda dirty cus my legs started to itch after i lie on the bed for awhile... plus the onli thing we can see when we open the window would be wat the other guests are doing XD

(this is wat we see when we open the window lol)

(super small TV lol)

we met up an hour after we were done unpacking/freshen up for lunch at a place in First World Plaza (which was near our hotel).. after lunch, we jus walked around for abit before going to the bowling alley where we played 2 rounds... we also went to the Haunted Adventure (haunted house) which was near the ripley's believe it or not exhibition/display... i think it was ok cus its nt tat scary lol XD

(photo with the "ghosts")

we had our dinner at Roasters after visiting the haunted house cus its jus right beside it lol =X

after tat we went to Ohmega Forces which is smth like a virtual shooting range of some sorts but the cashier there ~~is really fucked up~~ gt a serious attitude problem

went to the 'kbox' there after tat and honestly speaking, it was kinda expensive (SGD $5 for 2 hours =.=) plus the songs are nt really updated and that place was super noisy lol... michelle didnt join us so she headed back to the hotel room to get some rest...

we actually wanted to go to one of our rooms to play card games but it was called off as they were too tired lol

[day 2 tml ^^)

2011-04-12T02:53:00.001+08:00

미친거니 (Going Crazy)- Ji Eun (Secret)

It's not love
This isn't love
It's just your obsession
Wherever
Whatever I do
It's frightening
The you who watches me

I follow in your shadow
I make a phone call
I become thrilled at the sound of your shaking breath
My heart runs after your increasingly quick steps
I think I'll go crazy
The long night gets darker
Under the dead streetlamp in front of your house
I'm watching you through the crack in your window
Until the night ends
Come on and find me
You keep playing a suffocating game of hide-and-seek with me
You, you, you
You're inseparable from me

*Have you gone crazy?
Why are you like this?
Please just leave me alone now
Seeing you is suffocating
Please disappear from my sight

You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Try to escape
Wherever you are
I can see you
You know deeply
You can never break away from me
You have no one to love but me
Look at me now
I don't wanna cry no more, more

Get lost
Just back off
I really can't breathe
Wherever I go
Wherever I am
It's frightening
The you who follows me

A hundred times
Tens of thousands of times
I've called you
But why, why is there no answer?
Did you forget?
It's already been a thousand days since we met
I prepared a gift you'd like
I sit on the street you frequently travel
I'm waiting for you
I know my love
Don't call it obsession, you don't know love
Don't say I've gone crazy
You don't know my heart
You can never be separated from me

*REPEAT

You know you want me too
You know you love me
Don't run away from me
Cut the crap~
Get ahold of yourself and stop it
Let go of me now

This ain't right
This isn't love
It's just hurts me, don't be like this
I loved you
But I don't now
Erase me from your memory

I don't wanna cry no more, more

2011-04-08T03:44:00.002+08:00

went to kbox @ scape with cass, soo kiat, anson and cher phang... we signed up for the kbox membership cus for members, its onli $6 for a 3 hour session (but the registeration fee is like $10 lol D:) we actually wanted to sing until the staff asks us to leave cus the last time we went there, the staff 'chased' us out on the dot lol... but in the end we left on our own cus we sang for around 4 hours and they didnt coming in to say its our last song etc

o.o maybe they are more lenient towards members? haha anyway...

was kinda feeling bored at home so i started to learn basic korean from websites such as http://www.talktomeinkorean.com/ but i realised tat its really hard to understand the notes since i hav no idea wat are consonants, vowels, etc... plus im having problems memorising the korean alphabet chart.. (i also cant memorise the chart for the japanese letters/words which is why i can speak basic japanese but i cant read lol)

confused lol @_@

~+Friendship is like the rainbow. Sharing 7 colors of feelings: love, sadness, happiness, truth, faith, secret and respect.+~

2011-03-31T04:37:00.004+08:00

[rant]

as ~~some~~ a handful of you might know, i wasnt really excited for the hong kong trip even the day before i board the plane and the reason was because i went for the trip thinking that one of them was kinda looking forward to the trip so cher phang and i should just go as we'll feel bad towards tat person should the trip get cancelled because of us...

after we had paid the deposit, i was told by one of my friend that actually, that person went for the trip thinking that it is us tat wanted to go so she also just went ahead... when i heard that, my first thought was really "What The Fuck?! Cher Phang and i paid the deposit thinking that she wanted to go"(btw i was nt mad at anyone... its just that WTF feeling) and i was seriously thinking of forgoing the deposit and just forget about going because honestly, i would rather go to other places like JB which is way cheaper in terms of spendings and transport... plus that time, i had close to zero confidence that our itinerary was going to be interesting (which was why i brought my ipod touch that was preloaded with lots of music videos etc and my phone which i had uploaded tons of new songs... i even specially bought a monopoly deal deck in case we were really bored)

but in the end, i still went as what my other friends said makes sense too (since deposit has already been paid, just go for it... besides, you can lookout for them) and for me i guess the trip was not tat bad but it could have been better...

so a few weeks after the hk trip, i had a chance to talk to this friend and she confirmed that she went thinking that cher phang and i wanted to go and i told her that we thought she was the one that wanted to go instead...

honestly speaking, i really wished that i had clarified this with her before paying the deposit... cause if we had clarified this before we went for the trip, then we would have saved like nearly $1,000 SGD per person... and its because of this freaking hk trip tat i have to really watch my spendings now cause i spent like nearly half of my savings on that trip alone... and i still have a pending genting trip as well as a possible cruise.. not to mention that im completely relying on my savings now whenever i go out because i DO NOT get any pocket money during holidays...

"Unspoken thought gets you no where. Speak it out. Silence isn't always golden, sometimes it can be a burden."

this quote is so true... T.T

2011-03-31T03:28:00.003+08:00

hmm... its been awhile since ive last blogged but then again, there really isnt much tat's going on... lets see... ive been going out pretty often ever since i came bck from the hong kong trip...

[cass's birthday celebration]
we had lunch at kiseki which is a japanese buffet restaurant before heading down to kbox @ scape... and the service at kbox was kinda bad... cus we onli brough out the cake for cass near the end of the singing session... jus when we cut the cake, the staff told us tat we cant use the room but we can take the cake to eat it at the chairs outside... when we started eating, another stuff there asked us to hurry up and finish the durian cake because of the smell (dub its durian? =.=")

[suki sushi]
food was good (although i still cant really get used to eating raw prawns lol)... watched Big Mommas: Like Father, Like Son... and tat movie is really funny lols... after tat, we met up with kelly and j8 and jus talked abit before heading back...

[Movie Outings]
watched World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles and Sucker Punch with charmaine (on different days)... battle los angeles was not bad although i think the ending could be better and as for sucker punch, i dun really get the movie lols... kinda confusing

[Tristan's birthday celebration] we orginally wanted to go kbox but we forgot to make a reservation and all rooms were filled (cus that time there was tat $6 promo) but luckily, one customer cancelled his booking at the last minute so we gt a room but its onli for 2 hours... played pool after tat before having dinner at Olio Cafe... went to esplanade after tat where we gave tristan his present and cake... he also gt caked by joel, samuel and kelly lol XD

[visit to SIM and SMU]
visited SIM and SMU with cass they all on the day our results for poly is released cus they hav to submit the updated transcript... SIM wasnt as 'grand' as i expected it to be though... on the other hand, the building for SMU was really nice lol... speaking of results, i didnt get a GPA of 3 T.T i gt 2.93 instead... like zzZ oh and i didnt apply for any Uni cus 1) GPA too low and 2) i hav no idea wat to choose lol...

[Badminton + dinner + chatting session] played badminton with chang long, cher phang, samuel, tristan, hui min, and siew ling... its been so long since i last played (i stopped played at around pri 4 lol) and nw my arms and legs are aching lol... plus i had a blister on my left middle finger lols... but it was fun though... after tat, we met up with kelly at j8 to hav dinner at ajisan before heading down to Udders at Novena to meet up with ivy and jo to jus hav a chat...

so tat basically sums up wat ive been doing for the past few weeks (besides watching We Got Married [finished caramel couple in like less then a week lol.. im left with adam couple] )

oh and nw i hav like 5 blackberry phones (but one of them is missing a battery thoguh)lying around at home and i think they should be usable? lol... my sis tried to use one and it seems to be ok lol...

(5 blackberry~)

(how i wish they would release this dvd lol~)

(wanted to preorder this but the limited edition version is freaking expensive lol T.T)

Ready N Go - C.N.Blue

this song is nice lols...

Banmal Song - SeoHyun's version

SeoHyun's reply to YoungHwa's [Banmal Song]

Maybe - Suzy (Miss A) & Kim Soo Hyun

one of my favourite song from the drama Dream High

~+Letting go might be hard yet the best way to let another stay. Remember: "No two things can occupy the same space at the same time."+~

2011-03-19T03:18:00.002+08:00

[Day 4: 14-03-2011]
Last day of the Hong Kong trip T.T

was able to wake up slightly later (at around 11am) as we've already packed our luggage the day before... everyone was ready at around 12pm and we went to the counter to check out... left our luggages at the counter before heading to a shop selling noodles for breakfast =D headed down to Citygate mall which all those factory outlets of brands such as Nike, F21 and Coach are located.. didnt really buy anything there except a hoody for my sis (cus she's been looking for it for ages lol)

(Tired~)

shopped around till 4pm before heading bck to our hotel cus we wanted to hav a light meal before heading to the airport... and we settled for sushi =D

(Cute tea cups at the sushi joint~)

(Salmon potato chip sushi.. basically it tastes like salmon+potato chip+sushi rice ~.~)

(Sushi =D)

the tour bus tat was supposed to fetch us to the airport arrived at around 5pm but it took us around 30mins (i think) to reach the airport cus the bus also went to other hotels (including the hollywood hotel in disneyland) to fetch the other tourists...

(Hollywood Hotel-DisneyLand)

(Sunset in Hong Kong~)

our flight was supposed to depart at 7.40pm but it gt delayed till around 9.40pm... reached singapore at around 1am and took a cab bck... i had orginally wanted to buy some wine/beer at the duty free but i thought tat i onli had $50 (and idk whether is it enough to cover the taxi fare) so i didnt really buy anything except 3 bottles of Tiger beer (T.T) but i realised tat i actually had around $90 when i was going to pay for the beer and cant get anymore cus i kinda 'lent' the rest of the quota to my fren (we can onli buy a limited amount of beer using one passport)... and the cab fare is onli like $20 (wasted lol T.T)

(Everyone waiting for the flight~)

(I should really have gotten most stuff/gifts ~.~")

So tat kinda sums up my trip to Hong Kong... had a great time there and nw im kinda looking forward to the Genting trip in May =D

~+There are two kinds of happiness in the world. One is a happiness that you realize after the fact. The other is a happiness that you feel in the moment. The happiness in the moment is so rare that they say you can live your whole life on the light that shines from remembering it.+~

2011-03-18T04:52:00.000+08:00

[Day 3: 13-03-2011]
the highlight of the 3rd day of the hong kong trip would be Macau!!

but before tat, we had dim sum for breakfast at a restaurant near our hotel and the food there was really good =D... and tat morning it was pretty scary for me cus when we reached the mtr station, i was looking for my bag of gum when i realised that i left my freaking bag at the restaurant and my passport is IN that bag D: so xaiver and i ran back to the restaurant and thankfully, one of the waitress found it and kept it behind the cashier... so i was pretty lucky lol... otherwise im dead DX

took a ferry to Macau and the trip there was kinda rough cus the ship was rocking alot when it was at the pier so it made me abit dizzy and i jus slept throughout the whole trip (which took an hour)... when we reached Macau, we were approached by a guy who offered to drive us to a few locations such as the fisherman wharf, Macau Tower, St Paul Cathedral (i forgot how much it cost us though lol) before dropping us off at a shopping area that's near the casino.. so its kinda like chartering a car to take us around or smth like tat lol... went to the casino to take a look and its nt as bad as i thought it would be (i thought it would be very noisy and rowdy but actually its ok lol) the buildings in Macau looks really nice (espically the casinos) at night...

(Ferry to Macau~)

(Fisherman's Wharf~)

(Roman coliseum~)

(Macau Tower~)

(Ma Zhu Temple~)

(Casino~)

(Trip back to hk~)

[Other random shots]

[To be continued tml]

2011-03-18T03:15:00.003+08:00

-continued from yesterday-

[Day 2: 12-03-2011]
Day 2 of my Hong Kong trip and the first stop of the day was Ocean Park =D had breakfast at the same place where we had our breakfast yesterday before taking the MTR to one of the stations (forgot which one lol)... Ocean Park is like way bigger then USS lols...

(breakfast~ =D)

(Local market~)

(Bus tickets to Ocean Park~)

(Ocean Park entrence~)

spent nearly the whole day at the park jus looking around... we took a ride on the cable car to the part of the park tat is on top of a hill where most of the rides and the ocean theatre is at and tats when i realised tat i actually had a fear of heights? cus i froze up when the cable car reached a certain height lol... we had lunch there and cher phang, ivy and xaiver went on the roller coaster there... we wanted to watch the performance at the ocean theatre but we missed the first show and the next show was completely full by the time we got there... so we jus went on the ferris wheel before leaving... we had to take the escalators down instead of using the cable cars cus the queue for the cable cars is like freaking long =.=" so we had to take the escalators down to the pick up point of the shuttle bus which brings us bck to the entrance...

(Ocean Park~)

(heading to the aquarium~)

(Part of Ocean Park~)

(Aquarium~)

(Panda~)

(Seals~)

(Cable Car ride~)

headed down to Hollywood Road/Soho Road for dinner and after walking around for awhile, we settled for a shop selling noodles... i think the noodles is onli ok? cus for mine, it was kinda too spicy after the person serving us added chilli to mine >.<" she added chilli to mine when i was trying to ask her whether she gt my order correct (i ordered beef but it kinda looks like pork) but i think she thought tat i wanted chilli =.=" but i think the noodles is better with chilli cus i tried my fren's noodle without chilli and its really bland lol

[Continued on the next post]

2011-03-17T01:15:00.004+08:00

o.o its already mid march... tats fast... somehow, it feels like ive been going out almost everyday for the past few weeks lol...

anyway... jus came back from the hong kong trip a few days ago so here's an update about the trip =D

(long post ahead)

[Day 1: 11-03-2011]
met up with cher phang, michelle and xaiver at sembawang mrt station at 12am cus the plan was to jus camp at michelle's house till around 3.45am as we hav to reach the airport by 4am+ (cus the flight was at 6am) oh and it was when i reached the airport then i realised tat we're taking United Airlines instead of Cathay Pac to Hong Kong lol =X

(United Airlines)

(while waiting at the airport)

We reached Hong Kong at around 10am+ near 11am... we went to look for the employee of the local agency that was in charge of bringing us to our hotel as soon as we retrieved our luggage... we also signed up for a one day city tour on tat day and we got ourselves 2 local sim cards (one for xaiver, and another one for me) but i didnt really used mine cus the first day was too rushed so i gt no time to call bck to sg lol... and i kinda forgot about the sim card after tat day lol... the hotel tat we stayed in is called L' Hotel Nina located in Tsuen Wan... the hotel was great (expected since its 5 stars...) except the open concept toilet with left us with like 0% privacy and we would hav to pay to use the wi-fi.. oh and smoke came out of the hair dryer when i turned it on lol -.-"

(on the way to the hotel)

(L'Hotel~)

(The room)

(The open concept toilet -.-")

(killing some time before going for breakfast)

(view from the hotel room)

(roast goose~ =D)

(roast goose rice + wanton soup for breakfast)

after breakfast, we went to the shopping mall near the hotel to jus windwo shop since we still hav sometime left till the start of the one day tour... for the city tour, we had dinner (roast goose again O.O) at a restaurant before visiting the various attractions... the first attraction that we went to would be the Avenue of Stars (星光大道) where u can find the hand prints of movie stars and directors on the floor... but im more interested in the night view though haha... the weather there was also great as its really breezy and its around 18~19 degrees? =D

The second stop of the tour wound the Madame Tussauds Hong Kong (香港杜莎夫人蜡像馆)... somehow, the wax figure of jay chou doesnt look like him at all lol... and at first i though they had a wax figure of Show Luo (cus i saw it on the news somewhere) but in the end nope, its nt there...

The third stop would be The Peak and the night view is really nice... the weather there was also kinda cold though =X

The last stop would be the Ladies' Market which sells lots of stuff but too bad it was kinda late when we reahed there cus the closing time is aroud 12am but we arrived at around 10pm

[Avenue of Stars (星光大道)]

[Madame Tussauds Hong Kong (香港杜莎夫人蜡像馆)]

(William Shakespear~)

[The Peak]

(Nightview from The Peak)

[Ladies' Market]

[Continue tomorrow~~]

2011-03-03T04:29:00.006+08:00

[02/03/2011]
visited universal studios singapore today with charmaine and its my first time visit there lol =X we went on most of the rider except those water rides (cus we didnt bring extra clothes plus i really dislike anything tat has to do with water lol) and battlestar galatica... and USS was alot smaller then i thought it was as we finished walking around the entire place within 3 hours i think... was kinda disappointed cus i thought gt alot of stuff to do there lol =X but at least the rollercoaster rides was fun, nt as bad as i thought it would be (cus ive nv been on one before)

after tat, we walked around vivocity for awhile before heading down to 313 somerset and had some dessert at a shop called honeymoon dessert at 313 somerset and window shopped around orchard and somerset before heading back

[03/03/2011]
met up with tristan, samuel, cher phang, joel and wei xiong and headed down to the gym at Orchid Country Club since my last visit to the gym is like months ago lol... we stayed in the gym for around 2 hours... we met up with andrew, kelly, siew ling, hui min and chang long for bowling but wei xiong and joel had to leave cus they gt other stuff to see to... we ended up going to safra at yishun to bowl instead of OCC cus there are no more lanes available... we played 3 rounds before we left to hav dinner... we had dinner at domino pizza before going to yishun dam to jus relax and chill

[04/03/2011]
went to kbox at scape with anson, cher phang, soo kiat, cassandra and hui min... the rooms there looks nice but i think its abit small? plus the layout was also abit strange cus we are like siting in a row facing the TV... the system there is kinda hard to use since its touchscreen onli plus its a new system i think? and the mics also isnt really good as the mics will have feedback at times... plus the controls mounted on the walls gave soo kiat a shock (like literally) when he tried to use it lol

hui min and cass originally wanted to watched My Ex 2: Haunted Lover but in the end we watched How Do You Know instead cus the tickets were sold out by the time we gave up on trying to get anson to watch the movie (like wth seriously)... and it was kind of a bad decision cus the movie sucked so much that we left the theatre an hour after the movie started.. cus we cant figure out wat the movie is about even though the movie is like already halfway through >.<"

~+Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. +~

2011-02-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

[28-02-2011]
met up with andrew, tristan, samuel, chang long, hui min, kelly, siew ling, clarissa and serena at j8 to help out with the class bbq... after tat, we went to andrew's house to play wii and jus relax since we are supposed to start setting up at around 4.30pm...

(chilling at Andrew's house before the start of the bbq)

(fencing~)

(Archery)

Went down to start setting up everything at around 4.45pm but we only started the bbq later cus we kinda forgot to get some of the stuff such as wire marsh and the food has not arrived yet... everything was all ready by around 6pm (if i rmb correctly) and we started to cook (most of the cooking was done by sze min they all though =P)...

(waiting~)

(still waiting~)

(took a group photo... while waiting~)

(yup still waiting~ =X)

(finally we can start cooking =D)

(food!! =D)

(cus we were bored~)

helped to clear the area around the bbq pit as well as to help carry the food that was left to andrew's house before Erskine drove me bck (thx alot for the ride haha)..

overall, the class bbq was fun and thx andrew for organisating it =D

~+Never regret anything just because you thought it was a mistake. Remember: once upon a time, it made you smile.+~

2011-02-25T04:07:00.002+08:00

[23.02.2011]
today is the last day of the exams which also means that its officially the last day of sch and the end of my 3 years of being a student of NYP... most of my friends are happy/overjoyed that we're finally graduating after 3 years but i cant really say the same for myself lol... yes i know tat i should be happy tat im going to graduate soon but then again, wat's the next step/phrase after poly (after ns of course)? uni? but i've completely no idea what course im going to get into... and my gpa isnt tat good either (its nt even 3) work? but ive no idea wat im going to work as... i'm seriously feeling lost and confused now as whether is it uni or work, im very sure that it's going to be very different from now and it would be like stepping into a new world... maybe i should really take this few weeks/months to consider wat im going to do next and to find out wat options are there?

i guess the main problem with me is that so far my life has been like planned out for me (pri sch -> sec sch-> poly) and basically i dun even need to think about wat i should do next lol... but i guess its different nw? since if i make a wrong choice nw, it might hav quite an impact to my life in the future... if only someone can tell me wat i should do nw lol...

anyway back on the topic of today being the last day of sch... went to swensens with most of the class(ps too many ppl so abit lazy to list out lol... plus its getting kinda late =X) to celebrate serena's belated 21st birthday =D had a great lunch there haha... some of them left after lunch and so its left with kelly, siew ling, hui min, chang long, samuel, tristan, cher phang and i... we went to Harry's @ Chimes to slack and jus chat but we moved to the war memorial park (cus its too warm at Harry's) and stayed there till 11pm+ before heading bck... i really like hanging around and jus chilling/slacking with ppl cus it allows me to get to know them better and basically become closer with them lol XD

and did i mention tat lunch was the one decent meal i had for the entire day? lol... cus i thought tat there would be food at home but i was wrong lol...

[24.02.2011]
basically i went on a korean variety show binge today lol =X ive been watching the following shows for the whole day lol

running man

around 70-80mins per episode and ive watched 2 episode lol

Heros

around 1 hour per episode ive watched 2 or 3 episode... cant rmb =X

T-ara.com

only managed to finish one episode =X

and these are the shows/dramas that are on the top of my list

dream high (drama)

16 episodes i think?

We got married (Adam Couple)

for wgm ive onli finished watching pudding couple (taeyeon's season) and ive watched till latest episode of YongSeo couple and Khuntoria couple... havent watched adam couple's season before lol

ok i should stop here then.. its like 5am nw lol...

oh before i go... this is the first time ive seen my itouch ran out of space lol

nites~

2011-02-12T04:47:00.000+08:00

erm very belated happy cny? lol

03/02/2011
anyway... last week was cny and as usual, visited my aunt's house on the first day of cny and went to my uncle's house on the second day... i kinda find visiting my relative's house on cny kinda boring though... cus my aunts and uncles would be catching up with one another, leaving the 'kids' to jus do their own stuff.. but i cant really find common topics to talk about with my cousins (my youngest cousin is like 5 years older then me? lol =.=) so normally the convo doesnt last long lol...

05/02/2011
3rd day of cny... visited andrew's house with kelly, ivy, anson, cher phang, samuel tristan and chang long and we played wii as soon as we got there lol XD the onli game tat i can win is table tennis lol... pretty much gt trashed when it comes to fencing etc lol...

we went to Barcelos at novena square 2 after tat and it was andrew's treat (subsidised by his mum =P) slacked at square 2 for awhile before heading back...

(wii~)

(and more wii~)

(dinner time =D)

09/02/2011
had dinner with anson, cher phang, samuel, tristan, kelly, siew ling and eileen at the S-11 at amk... the bbq seafood there is not bad (but its kinda spicy lol)... after tat, we went to another coffeeshop and ordered a small yu sheng [smth like raw fish+salad? lol) jus for the fun of it (cus tat day is ren ri[smth like everyone's birthday or smth] and s'poreans hav this tradition tat we mus eat yu sheng during ren ri)...

went to the arcade at amk hub after tat and we had a great time playing a game whereby we have to throw the plastic balls at the screen and its really fun cus all of us were throwing like crazy lol =X oh and my hand gt 'hammered' by kelly when i was trying to play wack a mole using my bare hands (cus onli gt 1 hammer and kelly was using it lol)

(aftermath~ oh and thx eileen for the chicken wings and satay)

11/02/2011
had lunch at korean bbq chicken @ toa payoh with charmaine before heading down to sch..

last tutorial of my poly life... and its stressful cus there's an ica today.. and its 40% of the final grade of this module D: but in the end its manageable i guess? the test ended at 3.15 but the class stayed till like 4pm (or 5pm? i forgot lol) cus we were taking photos with each other lol (will post the pics as soon as i get them haha)

after tat headed bck to tpy with anson, xaiver and michelle cus they wanted to hav their dinner there lol..

honestly i didnt expect my last day at sch to be so dull... cus i was expecting a gathering or smth lol... but i guess it cant be helped cus our international business report is due tml... its also the reason why im up so late (its like 4.40am now lol)

oh and here's the cd tat i bought recently... its been like years since last bought a cd (i think it was when i was sec 2? lol)... i bought it cus i wanted to see whether is there any difference in quality if i played the cd using the cd player at home (i cant seem to burn songs into cds lol...)

(Girls' Generation Into The New World - 1st Asia Tour)

oh and the other day, i was telling my sis tat we should take out all those posters of ss501, SNSD, miss a etc and paste them on the walls in the bedroom since the paint on the wall is like peeling off... then my mum was like 'no cannot... imagine if the first thing u see when u wake up in the morning is 9 person staring at you' LOL

ive more stuff tat i wanna blog about but its really late so i hav to go... nvm will continue tml if i gt the time =D

shall end off with a video then.. this song has been stuck in my head for days lol

IU & Seulong (2AM) - Nagging

~+Giving up is easy, but to keep fighting when you fall to pieces, that's the TRUE strength!+~

2011-02-01T03:52:00.000+08:00

웃자 (Be Happy) - Girl's Generation

[Translation]
Hey boys, no more worries, put on a smile for me
Hey girls, no pain no gain is what they say, right
Ok, no need to stress, ok, brush it off your chest
Through the rain there's a brighter day, don't worry be happy

I'm dying of dizziness, why do you have so much to say
Look at me shudder
Somebody be the first to stop, just be patient, it's okay
I'm sorry, sorry someone say something first

Ooh, boys, ooh, girls, be happy, hey, be happy, hey
Ooh, boys, ooh, girls, be happy, hey, be happy, ha

This and that, why do you have so much to say
Oh, let's smile, let's smile, let's just smile it off
Do this, do that, stop saying such hurtful things
Oh, let's smile, let's smile, let's just smile it off

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho, ho let's just smile
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho, ho let's just smile
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho, ho let's just smile
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho, ho let's just smile

Hey boys, don't put your head down, smile big
Hey girls, even though it's annoying and frustrating, it's gonna be alright
Smile for me, alright, smile for me, alright
Through the rain there's a brighter day, don't worry be happy

Even if people cry and say that it hurts
Oh, everything's gonna turn out fine, it's okay
It's not right if you argue that you're hurt
My hand, my hand is saying it's not so

Ooh, boys, ooh, girls, be happy, hey, be happy, hey
Ooh, boys, ooh, girls, be happy, hey, be happy, ha

This and that, why do you have so much to say
Oh, let's smile, let's smile, let's just smile it off
Do this, do that, stop saying such hurtful things
Oh, let's smile, let's smile, let's just smile it off

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho, ho let's just smile
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho, ho let's just smile
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho, ho let's just smile
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho, ho, ho, ho let's just smile

Don't worry, worry, don't, don't worry baby
Be happy, hey, be happy, hey
Don't worry, worry, don't, don't worry baby
Be happy, hey, be happy, ha

This and that, why do you have so much to say
Oh, let's smile, let's smile, let's just smile it off
Do this, do that, stop saying such hurtful things
Oh, let's smile, let's smile, let's just smile it off

This and that, why do you have so much to say
Oh, let's smile, let's smile, let's just smile it off
Do this, do that, stop saying such hurtful things
Oh, let's smile, let's smile, let's just smile it of

credits: http://soshified.com/forums/topic/34894-05-be-happy/

2011-01-24T02:58:00.002+08:00

Visual dreams (Intel Collaboration Song) - Girl's Generation

lol jus realised tat CNY is like next week... didnt really have tat CNY mood cus lately we've been flooded with so many projects lol... BPO presentation is like 7 hours later (10am) and after tat there's CRM and forecasting (which i hav no started at all) next week... there's also IB on 14 Feb D: luckily ive already bought all my cny stuff haha... cus i would not hav the time to go shopping for cny stuff this week lol

oh and ive renewed my passport (finally) cus i might be going overseas in march or smth but nt really comfirmed yet so i jus renewed my passport jus in case... but my passport photo is really >.<" when i saw the photo i was like 'woah this looks more like my sec 4 form teacher' D: sian... somehow all my photos on 'offical' stuff like ez link cards, admin cards, ic and passport all looked funny (eg: my admin card photo looks like some wanted guy lol) hais... and i think i might need a new blogskin but im kinda lazy to find one =X

Run Devil Run (Japanese Version) - Girl's Generation

(i like the korean version more though... maybe its cus im still nt used to the japanese version? =X)

saw the news about KARA lately and was kinda shocked cus im starting to like tat group (im half Kamilia but a full S♥NE =P) hope everything works out soon i guess?

ok gtg nw cus i still hav a presentation/ skit tml early in the morning... cya =D

~+Don't lie to your mate. It's always better to accept the truth than forgive a lie.+~

2011-01-17T03:15:00.002+08:00

For First Time Lovers (Banmal Song) - Jung Yong Hwa (C.N.Blue)

Translation:

The day when I first saw you
Your bright smile full of shyness
we'll get closer after today
every day, I have heart-fluttering expectations
what to say to you
how to get you to laugh
I fear it'll get awkward when I try to hold your hand
all I can do is smile shyly

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
even though it's still awkward and unfamiliar
instead of saying 'thank you'
talk to me in a friendlier way

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
you walk towards me slowly, step by step
now look at my two eyes and tell me
I love you

The day when I held your hand
I felt my heart stop beating
I don't even remember what I said
All I feel is a flutter in my stomach

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
even though it's still awkward and unfamiliar
instead of saying 'thank you'
talk to me in a friendlier way

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
you walk towards me slowly, step by step
now look at my two eyes and tell me
I love you

Hopefully we can fall in love with each other
I'll never let go of your two hands from my grasp
the light of your eyes, gazing at me
I hope there will only be joyful smiles

Hopefully we can fall in love with each other
We can lean on one another and take care of each other
Looking into your eyes, my two eyes
they're talking to you
I love you

Translation credits to: MountainMadman@Soompi

2011-01-10T02:30:00.002+08:00

[2-01-11]

had lunch at raindrops cafe @ scape with charmaine before watching love and other drugs at cine... the movie was ok i guess? dun really get the plot but at least its nt boring? haha

[6-01-11]

(thx andrew... we owe u one haha)

went to andrew's house to film the video tat we're going to use for our freight management project... we actually managed to wrap everything up within 4 hours lol =D
after tat, we (andrew couldnt join us cus he have dinner at home) had dinner at Long house at thomson before heading back... it really didnt feel like we were there to for projects... it felt more like we're there to have fun lol XD

(wii~~~)

[7-01-11]

watched Fighter at plaza sing with anson, xaiver and michelle... had lunch at ashtons before the movie...

[8-01-11]
met up with my crm group at city hall for project... had lunch at a shop selling curry rice (i think the name of the shop 剪刀剪Curry rice or smth?)... and we got lost while xavier was sending me home lol =X but eventually, he managed to find the way back haha...

oh and im totally screwed for CRM... die... D:

but i am looking forward to this friday though haha... cus im going to shop for CNY clothes =D but i think im gonna get only a few t-shirts or smth... cus l already bought 2 jeans and a shirt already lol

ps:소원=Sowon=S♡NE

~+Its okay to look back at the trash u've been thrown away, but NEVER pick it up again - its dirty.+~

2011-01-01T04:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

didnt go for any countdown (again) and instead stayed at home... partly its because projects are starting to pile up and i seriously need to clear them soon as the deadlines are getting nearer... and partly because i wanted to watch the Golden Disk Awards on channel u =X

hmm... new year resolutions... cant think of any yet lol... maybe i'll post it when i thought of them? lol

2010-12-31T04:24:00.002+08:00

반말송 (Banmal Song) - YongSeo couple [WGM]

this video has reached over 1mil views in jus 6 days lol O.O

2010-12-21T02:28:00.007+08:00

[20-12-10]

yr3 class gathering at hot pot culture at marina square... really enjoyed it even though the service there is not really up to standard (cus they totally forgot some of our orders for eg: i ordered a serving of fuzhou fishballs but in the end i nv get it lol and were kinda slow in serving the food) at least the food is good haha...

after tat, some of us went to TopOne together for a singing session and we had to be split into 2 rooms cus there were like 12 of us and it was really fun (thx to samuel who got everyone high lol =X)

(samuel is yawning? lol)

(romanized lyrics lol O.O)

chilled out at clarke quay after TopOne before heading back home...

(o.O)

(kelly is taller than us?!)

[21-12-10]
met up with charmaine at nex and had lunch at Ajisen Gourmet Town before watching The Girl Who Leapt Through Time

not a bad movie i guess? (but then again, its a japanese movie and to me, almost all japanese movies are nice lol XD)

22-12-10
kbox session at broadway plaza @amk... we onli managed to stay there until 3pm before they 'chased us out' (unlike the kbox at cine which allowed us to stay for an extra half an hour)... it seems like going to kbox at cine is like more worth it haha =X

(kbox @ broadway plaza, amk)

(korean songs we sang tat day: Lucifier [SHINee], Hello[SHINee], I'll Be Back [2PM], Gee[SNSD/Girl's Generation], Run Devil Run [SNSD/Girl's Generation])

after the kbox session, we had lunch at amk hub before heading down to yishun to meet cher phang and michelle for bowling at... we took 3 hours jus to finish 2 games as all 7 of us were sharing 1 lane cus its really crowded there today...

(lol at cher phang's consistancy =X)

(3 hours for 2 games... D:)

24-12-10
Ib project meeting before having lunch at sumo house with anson, cher phang, andrew, samuel, tristan and michelle... headed down to xaiver's house with cher phang and michelle before going to holland village for dinner...

(Chrismas lights at Orchard rd)

(dinner at Holland V)

(barrage again lol)

dun really have much pic cus my phone ran out of battery tat day lol... =X

after tat, we headed down to anson's house (at like 1.30am lol) for the gift exchange before xaiver sends us back haha...

ps: somehow i feel tat i bought is like the worst... D:

[25-12-2010]
Merry Christmas guys!!!!

~+Sometimes all the options are bad, and no matter what you choose, someone will get hurt.+~

2010-12-20T02:13:00.003+08:00

feeling lazy to blog so i'll jus keep things short haha =X

lunched at Nando's @ bugis but it wasnt really tat nice cus i ordered chicken with lemon and herb sauce+lime leaf potato skewer+coleslaw so its like everything tastes a little sour =.="

headed down to sentosa next for the skyride and luge ride... skyride is basically smth like a ski lift but nt moving as fast as i thought it was moving though lol =X

the luge ride was fun but i think it would be more fun if i can actually go abit faster haha...

woots yr3 class gathering tml =D

SNSD & Super Junior - Way Back Into Love

~+The only time you ever run out of chances is when you stop taking them.+~

2010-12-18T01:56:00.003+08:00

lol its been awhile since ive last blogged =X

anyway... went to the singapore flyer with anson, cher phang, benjamin, xavier and michelle..

had a belated birthday celebration for Xavier at Cafe Indulge @ cathay before heading down to singapore flyer followed by marina barrage

(Dinner time haha)

(Flyer~~ =D)

(photo-shopped pic... it costed us $10 fyi D:)

(group photo inside the cabin)

(Avatar?!)

(looks like its taken by a polaroid camera lol o.0)

(skyline of s'pore -taken from marina barrage)

(this somehow reminds me of L4D O.O)

anyway... finally term break!!!! it doesnt really feel like it but 5 weeks of sch jus passed like tat lol... although its the term break (meaning no sch, no lecs, no tut) but i guess most of us would be working on our projects D: but at least ive no project meetings on the first week of the term break so i guess i can enjoy a little? haha... oh and im super looking forward to next week because of yr 3 class gathering+kbox and kbox with cass they all haha... oh and the skyride/ludge ride XD

(SNSD) Seo Hyun + (CN BLUE) YongHwa--Run Devil Run + Love Light

didnt know tat Love Light by CN Blue is written for SeoHyun by YongHwa until i watched WGM lol XD

~+You have mentioned what should not be mentioned.You have said what should not be said.You have spoken the truth.+~

2010-12-09T03:11:00.002+08:00

im suddenly into k-pop lately lol... =X

korean version of the japanese movie "Midnight Sun"

Musical: "タイヨウのうた" AKA "Song to the Sun/Midnight Sun".
Feature: SNSD's Taeyeon as kaoru.
Credit Soshified/Soshisubs.
Storyline:This musical is about a girl with a disease that doesn't allow her to go out in the daylight (hence the title "Midnight Sun"!) and instead she goes into town at night and sings for people there. Kaoru also finds a boy she's attracted to, but because she lacks the experience with talking to many people due to her disease, she's a bit awkward with him at first...

part 1:

(the other parts can be found at youtube)

Hello Baby - SNSD EP 01 [06.23.09] (en) 1/5

Tik Tok - Jessica (Girl's Generation) & Krystal f(x)

i prefer this cover of tick tock over the orginal one by Ke$ha lol..

nites all haha

2010-11-28T02:48:00.005+08:00

hey there~ its been awhile since i last blogged lol =X

so anyway... sch had jus started for 3 weeks and its already pretty hectic...honestly speaking, i think this sem might be the worst sem cus there has been so many make up lessons =.=" plus the modules this sem isnt tat fantastic too D:

nw everyone is super busy cus next monday is the deadline for crm ica1 which is a individual assignment... there's also a written ica for SOQM this coming wed... and i got a feeling things are jus going to get worst D:

ok enough ranting =X

went for the NYP Sinfonique concert on friday and its my first time attending such a concert lol...

went to orchard today with my mum and sis to window shop lol...

i had orginally wanted to see if i can find this kind of shoes but the ones tat i found are either way too expensive (i saw one tats around $300 =.=") or the designs are nt really nice =X

so in the end i settled for these instead =X

bought it at pedro for $89... nw i feel so broke lol =.="

someone once asked me, wat part would i change about me if im given the power to? i guess for me the only this is my personality... cus im someone who procrastinate alot, likes being the follower instead of being the leader, hates changes alot and im actually quite stubborn (in terms of if i want something, i mus hav it... otherwise i'll like get really irritated)

i procrastinate alot cus im lazy (yea i admit lol =X), dislike being the leader cus less responsibilty plus its much safer jus following instructions, hates changes cus i feel tat why make changes when im so used to life nw?

~+The past is what makes you like you are now. It isn't meant to be forgotten, but to be learned from.+~

2010-11-28T02:00:00.001+08:00

复制人-黄鸿升(小鬼)

就算我现在转身就算我找到替身
都不能再反败为胜再伪装超人
就算我眼角移植就算我换心手术
都不能再自欺欺人再演烂好人

全世界一起比赛谁比谁多一点自尊
自尊复制灵魂复制标本复制假的分身

寂寞的人复制更寂寞的人们
没有人能逞英雄受得了爱的虚荣
各自寻找防空洞只是动物的本能冲动
寂寞的我复制更寂寞的我们
我以为爱只要疯以为你就只要宠
我自以为的宽容与你想做的梦不相容

是你把晶片植入然后把记忆抽出
你狠狠关掉全荧幕拔掉心电图
空空的空心灰尘空飘在天空之城
找不到同一国的人人类的体温

全世界一起比赛谁比谁多一点自尊
自尊复制灵魂复制标本复制假的分身

寂寞的人复制更寂寞的人们
没有人能逞英雄受得了爱的虚荣
各自寻找防空洞只是动物的本能冲动
寂寞的我复制更寂寞的我们
我以为爱只要疯以为你就只要宠
我自以为的宽容与你想做的梦不相容

寂寞的人复制更寂寞的人们
没有人能逞英雄受得了爱的虚荣
各自寻找防空洞只是动物的本能冲动
寂寞的我复制更寂寞的我们
我以为爱只要疯以为你就只要宠
我自以为的宽容与你想做的梦
不相容

2010-11-22T03:16:00.002+08:00

复活 (Granado Espada Online Game MV) - 林宇中 & 金莎

(男)你变得像他一样沉默偶尔也像他一样活泼
连笑声也都一样我怎么忘也忘不过一秒
我想要爱却看到他离开的刹那

(女)你将爱情带走留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装心才不隐隐作痛

(合)你说分手后你(我)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 还在争夺
(女)我懂你不想承诺
却又无法 (合)解开这魔咒
让我在你心里面复活
无数次的复活 (女)我只要你爱我

(男)远远看你勇敢在心头靠近一点却又太懦弱
(女)不拆穿你的困惑爱不了我(你)
(合)至少不要难过任何结果
我会点头只要你快乐

(女)你将爱情带走留我一个分手的魔咒
叫我伤得彻底不敢再妄想谁的温柔
看我的眼神闪躲我知道你有话不能说
我该如何假装心才不隐隐作痛

(合)分手了以后 (你)第一次有想爱的念头
可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 我(你)还在争夺
(男)我不想给你承诺又无法(女)解开这魔咒

(合)让我在你心里面复活
无数次的复活我只要你爱我
无数次的复活我只要你爱我

dun really know wat to blog about so yeah... maybe i'll hav smth to blog about after my medical check up tml haha... =X

2010-11-07T23:40:00.003+08:00

[CLOSED]

Hey all,

my friend is selling her pink Holga 120 GTLR(brandnew) at $70 (Retail Price: $115)

Product description: Holga 120 GTLR is a twin lens reflex holga camera that allows you to take pictures either from the standard viewfinder as well as from another viewfinder at the top which allows you to take your pictures at waist level.

Specifications:
- Color: Pink
- Size: 14cm (L) x 10.2cm (H) x 7.6cm(D)
- Build in color flash
- More info here: http://thetoycamerashop.blogspot.com/2010/02/holga-gtlr.html

Others:
- Condition 10/10 (brandnew)
- Bought less than two weeks ago
- Retail Price: $115
- Comes with free 35mm adaptor

interested buyers pls email: berzerker_sin@hotmail.com

ps: pls help spread thx =X

2010-11-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

met up with anson, cher phang, soo kiat, cassandra and hui min at cine yesterday for K Lunch session yesterday... the food tat was served this time round was much better (tat time it was sambal squid+rice+snow peas i think)... and this time, we were onli 'chased' out at 3pm lol (1 hour free =D)

(kbox~)

(today's special: takoyaki balls+fried udon+cream puff+jelly+orange [>.<] )

after the klunch session. we headed down to yishun to meet michelle before going to yishun safra for bowling... i cant even rmb when is the last time i went bowling lol... we played 2 rounds but my score is onli 128 -.- we had actually wanted to play one more round but we were told tat there are other ppl in the waiting list so we cant have another round D:

(bowling alley@ yishun safra)

(busy with entering our names haha)

(our score and thx anson for helping me to get a strike by accident lol)

after tat, we went to the Xin Wang at North Point for dinner before heading back... when i reached home, i then realised tat my voice became hoarse and my cough gt a little worst (althoguh it was pretty bad before) lol... oh and i found out tat my phone is onli good for taking pictures and not videos... cus the volume of the videos were really soft and the picture quality was not as good as expected (or maybe i dunno how to use the video mode...)

and look wat i found the other day when i was looking for smth at home... its a 'ticket' tat was given to me during the first day of the poly orientation lol... i thought i had thrown it away long ago lol...

(dated: 10 April 2008)

ps: links to the videos tat i took of the kbox session can be found on my wretch blog... but the post is password protected though... so ask from me if u wan to see haha (btw onli gt 2 videos and eac video is around 2-3 mins long)

~+A leader must have courage to act against an expert's advice.+~

2010-11-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

met up with charmaine at tpy before heading down to serene centre to hav broaster for brunch... but when we reached there, there was a sign at the cashier saying temporarily closed LOL... so we went to another cafe instead and surprisingly, the food there is quite nice (not to mention it's really affordable lol)

we also had ice cream at another shop in serene centre and i ordered brownie with cookie&cream ice cream which was really nice but it kinda made my throat feels worst =P

after lunch, we went to E2Max at cine to watch The Last Song... it was about $14 per person and i think its ok ba... quite worth i think haha.. besides it's my first time there so i think it feels quite different watching a movie/dvd there as compared to watching a movie in a theatre... after tat, we jus walked around 313 before heading back...

been coughing like mad lately(maybe its due to the weather) and today i woke up with a slight sore throat... hopefully i can at least feel better on thursday haha...

this song is quite nice o.o

So Far To Me -黃宇曛

~+I'm currently making some changes in my life. If you don't hear from me, you're one of them.+~

2010-10-29T02:14:00.003+08:00

been staring at this empty space for like nearly half an hour trying to think of wat to write (T.T)... and should i change to using wretch instead of blogger? cus its like no one makes nice blogskins these days lol...

anyway watched 僕の初恋をキミに捧ぐ (I Give My First Love to You) at cine today with charmaine ... hmm.. the movie was good (since when would i say tat a japanese film is average or bad? lol) but the ending theme was nice (it's by the same singer who sang Pop Star, 平井坚 (Ken Hirai)) oh my sis told me tat you can find the subbed version of this movie on youtube (she could hav told me before i decided to watch it in the cinema =.=) and i didnt know tat the lead actress (Mao Inoue) also acted in Boys over flowers lol o.0 but i think so far the best japanese films tat ive watched are Liar Game The Final Stage and Midnight Sun =P...

and this is the first time ive been to hall 6 in cine... it's the one on level 6 tats near the lift lobby... its like the smallest and warmest cinema hall tat ive been to lol (in fact when i was in there, it felt as though i was in the sch's auditorium lol)

after the movie, we went to bugis before heading back...

僕は君に恋をする - 平井坚

and... is this even real? o.0

http://www.digitalone.com.sg/multimedia/photo/multimedia/489

its like a xperia and psp hybrid lol... and based on the website, it should be android based and it uses micro sd instead of the usual memory stick (wonder if its hackable lol)

what else....

hmm... i had started a twitter account a few weeks back and i had onli signed in once to verify my email lol =X cus ive lost interest in it plus i onli know how to post stuff and follow random ppl lol... ive tried importing my hotmail contacts but nth showed up O.O so yeah... gave up on twitter lols...

oh yes... before i forget... after watching the movie today, i was wondering... if (i said "IF") u hav an illness tat require u do hav an organ (for eg: heart) transplant, would you accept the transplant if the donor of the organ happens to be your friend? hmm...

ps: i jus realised tat ive been spelling donor as doner all this time D: omg..

~+Forget Injuries, never forget kindness.+~

2010-10-22T02:22:00.003+08:00

woke up at around 9am today cus i was supposed to meet anson, cher phang, soo kiat, cassandra and hui min at cine for KLunch which starts at 11am-2pm... this is like the earliest time ive woken up ever since the holidays started lol...

K Lunch... it was supposed to be from 11am to 2pm but somehow, the staff there only 'chased us out' at around 2.30 (i guess it doesnt matter for them tat we didnt leave on time as there wasnt much ppl anyway)... anyway... we sang quite a few songs and we even attempted to sing korean songs (Shock, Ring Ding Dong, Lucifier) and Hokkien songs... but for the korean songs, we (except anson and maybe cassandra) and only sing either the chorus or parts tat are in english cus the lyrics/subtitle(watever u call them) are in korean D:

Lucifer-SHINee

it would be much easier if the MV tat kbox uses comes with korean+english and romanization subs like this video lol..

觸電-黃宇曛

and this is the MV tat i wanted anson to watch... chinese version of Sign by Brown Eyed Girls

also i realised tat anson's Hokkien is quite good lol (he sang 我问天 and 家后) and i wonder why today most of the songs tat i picked has raps o.o

had lunch at Graffiti Cafe at Cine before heading down to Bishan to watch BestSeller... the original plan was to watch Child's Eye(童眼) at cine but we decided to watch BestSeller instead as the rating for Child's Eye isnt really good... BestSeller was erm ok i guess? cus it isnt tat scary but the plot is ok...

had dinner at kfc where we encounted a typical ugly singaporean (nt refering to appearance but the behavour)... eat so slowly and still can kp... plus why would a family of 4 ppl need to hog 6 seats anyway? dun tell me they are able to see things tat we cant see? O.O

~+Sometimes you gotta accept things in life even if it sucks+~

draft 2

2010-10-07T04:43:00.003+08:00

met up with charmaine for lunch at Porn's before heading to illuma to watch the other guys... tried the green curry there and it was really good but the place is kinda small though =X as for the movie, i find it quite funny in the beginning but after tat i find it to be kinda dull... but overall it was ok i guess =X

~+When you're dreaming with a broken heart, waking up is the hardest part.+~

2010-10-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

Celebrated hui min's and soo kiat's birthday at Seoul Garden ... the food was nice and we ate from 1.30 to around 4+ lols... Anson went to ask the staff for a knife for soo kiat and hui min to cut their cut as the plastic knife given by swensens is completely useless... Anson went with the staff and came back with a super long ~~parang~~ knife lol and its really funny XD so he asked the staff for a shorter one but its still kinda long

(the first knife was even longer then this one =P)

After lunch, we decided to catch a movie as there's nth else to do... but when we checked the time slots, the onli suitable one was Devil at AMK hub which starts at 5+pm so we had to rush down... luckily we were on time haha..

i think its one of the better horror/thriller movies that ive watched so far as there are a few scenes tat managed to make me jump a little haha...

~+Parents call it "Bad grades." We call it "still passing."+~

2010-10-02T03:51:00.001+08:00

03.逞强-插班生 (陈迪雅+杨佳盈)

2010-09-25T03:23:00.003+08:00

24th Sept: Birthdays

~+Happy Birthday to my Mom and Sis+~

ps: its a pain to insert pics into my blog posts =.=" because 1) the pictures that i take with my phone is so large and 2) i always have to edit the html of my posts when i insert pics cus otherwise the spacing would looks very strange... abit tempted to switch to using wretch instead of blogger lol XD

23rd Sept: Lina's House Visit + Ikea

Met up with anson, cher phang, soo kiat, cassandra, hui min and michelle at Woodlands bus interchange before taking a bus to lina's house for Hari Raya visit... had lunch there as lina's mom had prepared some noodles for us :D

(cookies and snacks)

(noodles prepared by lina's mom)

We left at around 3pm+ and off to Ikea...

We jus kinda walked around and we took some pictures (and ppl were staring at us O.O)

(flying dog lol)

had an early dinner at around 5pm afterwhich we walked around for abit more before going to a small stall/cafe to have hotdogs/ice cream...

(I just came back from the toilet)
SK: The ice cream is very nice (somewhere along tat line)
Me: Why?
Anson: Cause it's soft
Me: (lol)

~+At times I wish I could change the past, but sometimes the past changes you.+~

2010-09-05T02:12:00.000+08:00

finally its the end of the sem exams and the start of our long awaited holidays =D

ever since the start of year 2, we haven really any holidays as after TEP in year 2, we went on to year 2 sem 2 followed by IPP and finally Year 3 sem 1 =.=" our whole timetable/schedule is so tight =.="

watched Step Up 3 at Cineleisure with anson, samuel and gang after our last paper on friday... it was a really nice movie with great dance moves as well as an equally good soundtrack =D although its kinda straining on my neck cus we were seated in the 2nd row from the front lol (no choice cus we bought the tickets kinda late =X) some of us went bck home after the moive while i followed the rest to jus shop around orchard..

as for sat, woke up at 11am cus i was meeting charmaine for lunch at Popeye's at AMK and for movies... we watched both Vampires Suck and Going the Distance lols... i think Vampires Suck was ok onli ba... cus i found it funny in the beginning but after tat it was like ok onli... i find Going the Distance better though lols..

im nw having second thoughts about whether should i go register for driving lessons next week... cus i was told tat i would hav to first pay a fee of $114 (i think but idk wat its for) and other addition fees when lessons starts... the reason why im thinking tat i shouldnt register nw is cus even if i pass, i dun hav a car lol -.- plus i had already spent $250 on my laptop (which caused my bank balance to drop by alot =.=") but then again, if i dun learn driving now, wont i be damn bored during the holidays? o.0

hais... got to rest early cus i think im going to fall sick(again) soon T.T

~+Man invented language to satisfy his deep need to complain.+~

2010-08-30T00:45:00.002+08:00

i have no idea what happened but...

it seems like the desktop at home is down =.="

anyway, good luck guys for the HRM paper tml =D

2010-08-27T03:33:00.004+08:00

十二星座的人，要經歷什麼難關才會重生?

1.雙子座、水瓶座：金錢難關。
那種錢週轉不過來，或是整個破產、公司倒閉等金錢方面的難關，會讓這兩個星座成長。如果他一直遇到金錢難關，就代表他沒有成長，因為原本他比較不了解金錢價值，透過金錢難關才能讓他了解金錢的價值。

2.金牛座、魔羯座：表達難關。
那種原本該這兩個星座爭取的事物，他沒有表達爭取，於是遺憾一輩子，他一生都是在忍跟忍耐。唯有他知道因為自己沒有爭取而失去了多少東西，他才會跨過那個關卡，因為他不善於表達。

3.牡羊座、射手座：朋友難關。
被朋友拖累，或是幫朋友借貸，或是把朋友的話放很重，太重情義等等，都是這兩個星座常遇到的關卡。

4.巨蟹座、雙魚座：愛情難關。
這兩個星座至少要在愛情裡跌過一次，有的甚至要跌多次以上，因為他對愛情總是很難看開。但只要他能看開，就什麼都開了，開始開運了。原本他認為付出就是要有收穫，所以當他付出沒有得到收穫時，會很難釋懷。

5.獅子座、天秤座：家庭難關。
平常這兩個星座都不太重視家人，都認為家人為自己付出是理所當然，除非家裡有成員遠行甚至往生，或是被家人背叛的時候，這時候他才會覺得家庭很重要。

6.處女座、天蠍座：失控難關。
這兩個星座很喜歡掌控人生，做任何事情他都會把自己逼得很緊，而失控指的是他沒有辦法控制的事。唯有經過這些失控的事情，他才能了解到世界上不用事事求完美，要放輕鬆，他必須學會放手。

i think this is quite true O.O

source:http://www.wretch.cc/blog/lux542/24099765

2010-08-27T03:06:00.002+08:00

didnt update my blog lately cus im ~~lazy~~ busy =P

anyway... gt my laptop back last week (after leaving it at the shop for 9 days)... the LCD screen had overheated so had to change a new one which costed me $250 T.T but at least its back to normal...

at first i thought tat since my laptop is not with me and im onli left with 1) my super ancient laptop and 2) a desktop tat is more lag than the school's one, i would be able to finish doing my notes for all of the 4 modules =D

but it didnt happen cus i spend more time playing games on my psp and itouch instead =X

hmm... 2 more days to sem exams (1st paper, human resource management, on monday) and so far ive onli jus finished my notes =.=" i havent even complete one past year paper (even though i had printed a whole stack) no idea why but somehow this time round, im nt feeling as stressed as the pervious sems... i wonder is it due to the longer study break this time round... hmm...

oh and i didnt watch the Liar Game movie cus most of the ppl i know didnt watch the drama before so no point asking them to watch the movie since they might nt know wats going on anyway =X

~+Work and acquire, and you have chained the wheel of chance.+~

2010-08-12T01:54:00.004+08:00

ok this sucks... smth is really wrong with my computer screen... i went for dinner and when i came back, my screen became less bright and the whole screen looks pixelated =.=" it was fine before dinner though... i hav no idea wat happened to it but im guessing it has somthing to do with my graphic card... anyway this is roughly how it looks like now...
(no idea why it looks better in this pic lol >.<")

anyway, im sooo going to bring my laptop to the repair shop at toa payoh tml cus im lazy to go down all the way to funan IT mall (yeah i know where it is cus i had accompanied my fren there before) but i heard from my fren tat she once knew of someone whose laptop had similar problems after dropping it and it costed tat guys $200 to repair it =.=" lol if tats the case i might as well top up around $300 more to get a netbook... i hope tat the guy at the tpy shop can at least tell me wat's wrong with my laptop (best if he can fix it though) so that i can call up fujitsu service center to see how much they charge to fix it =X damn ive been so unlucky this week =.="

~+He who thinks he is a raising a mound may only in reality be digging a pit.+~

2010-08-10T02:35:00.000+08:00

chAngE -Miwa

2010-08-09T03:13:00.006+08:00

Last week was a really great week =D ps: long post ahead =X

[Tuesday]
cleared two project presentations (physical distribution and global supply chain)... physical distribution was ok except that its really rushed cus we had to finish our presentation within 10 mins... as for GSCM, most of us were worried before the presentation as we heard that the teacher isnt exactly kind when it comes to evaluating the student's performance (and her Q&A is really tough >.<") but im glad tat tat's over and done with =D [Thursday] Class gathering lunch @ Swensen's

last day of the sem so our class decided to hav lunch together at swensen's at Marina Square.. this is also the last time erskine and li hao is having lunch with us before flying to germany.. coincidentally, it is also Clarissa's birthday tat day lol...

[Saturday] E-Day
had to go bck to sch on a saturday cus its entrepreneurship day... i was woken up by the sound of sirens and when i looked out of the window i saw this..

a line of YOG buses =.=" cus chij toa payoh is the starting point for the YOG torch relay...

(pic taken by Cp's handphone)

E-Day presentation... these are our collaterals for our 500 calories restaurant and we forgot to take them bck after the presentation =X onli took 1 pic cus my phone's battery was flat >.<"

went to watch Au Revoir Taipei (一页台北) at AMK hub with anson, cher phang, dara and en nian after our presentation ended... it was ok ba (i find eclipse more boring lols)...

[Saturday/Sunday] Singing Session@Topone (Bugis)

overnight singing session at TopOne which is at bugis... did sang a dew songs but most of the time, its sk, cass, hui min and her friend (yan hao) who are singing =X it was really fun haha =D

me: eh cher phang, wat songs u wan to sing?
cp: anything, u pick and i'll sing
me: u sure? ok *selects 舞法舞天*
cp: ?!

had an early breakfast at Mac before taking the train home... reached home at around 8am and fell asleep after an hour while watching 娱乐百分百 and slept all the way till 6pm =X

next week is the start of the 3 week study break before the final exams... time is really moving really fast... hais..

~+Courage is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm.+~

2010-07-31T04:20:00.002+08:00

Inception was really good =D

watched it at amk with anson, andrew, samuel, triston, cher phang, eileen and ally before heading down to sengkang for dinner in eileen's car lol.. its seems like im going out to celebrate everytime a project is done lols

This happened when we tried to burn the files into a CD...

(can we hand up our report 48573 days later? =P)

3 more presentations+1 more ICA before the final exams... damn its fast >.<" lets see... inventory ICA 3 is next wednesday and its around 40% i think? kinda screwed cus ive been skipping lectures and even if i did go, i'll be either spacing out or using my itouch =P...

global supply chain and physical distribution presentation both on next tuesday... D:

Entrepreneurship Day next sat... final slides not rdy yet, might not have enough collaterals, someone suggested making 3d model but dunno if there's enough time, havent rehearse, havent decide on who to present and how to make it more interesting D:

yup... next week would be a very busy one...

~+The ancestor of every action is a thought.+~

2010-07-16T00:44:00.003+08:00

watched eclipse at the grand cathay with anson, cher phang, triston, samuel, michelle, joel and wei xiong... and all i can say is that this kind of movie is not for me =X cus i actually dozed off for awhile during the movie lol =P

ate at mad jack after the movie and we kinda have a little advance birthday celebration for cher phang there... slacked for awhile before heading back...

anyway...

[Liar Game - The final Stage]

Liar Game: The Final Stage Trailer

I want to watch this movie!!! D: cus liar game season 2 ended in a clifhanger so this is like the last episode... and ive started watching this drama since like sec 4 (someone recommand me de)? it will screen on the 29 of july which is like 2 more weeks =D

oh.. for those who dunno wat the movie/drama is about, here's the plot taken from GV's website:

Nao Kanzaki (Erika Toda) is a young simple college student who finds herself unwittingly involved in a mysterious competition called the Liar Game Tournament (LGT). In this competition, participants try to cheat one another of a large sum of money (loaned to them from the tournament organizers). To win - one must employ every possible trick and device to lie, cheat, swindle and con. Winners take home an obscene amount of money, while the losers incur an insurmountable mountain of debt. Nao seemingly has no chance of survival in this microcosm of greed and deceit. Fortunately, she manages to enlist the help of master con man, Shinichi Akiyama (Shota Matsuda), whose razor-sharp mind and genius with manipulation helps her survive an onslaught of ruthless challenges.

so... who's interested? XD

~+Experience is a hard teacher because she gives the test first, the lesson afterwards.+~

2010-07-14T01:20:00.001+08:00

because anson was bored during GSC tutorial LOL

2010-07-07T02:09:00.003+08:00

God and Man -Donna Burke
Memories keep flooding in showing the paths I should've taken, but
now that time has run away from me I cannot change a thing.
I remember how you'd counsel me with wisdom of the ages true:
"Live your best life" you told me and "You walk the earth but once"
and now you've come, to see me once again,

I feel safe at last; Although I feel the end is coming closer unto me.
If I could only travel back in time, to peaceful days gone by.
But this is my price to pay: to not survive beyond this very day.
Oh, the pain is lessened when you're near, there is no fear.
I'm whole again as in days gone by, if only for a while.
But it hurts to have to leave you so, I don't want to go.
Could this sacrifice cost me my life?

Oh, just to live my life again, to treasure every little moment then,
satisfied, I'd leave you all behind, accepting of my fate.
But I am full of grief, to leave this life so incomplete.
My dream is coming to the end.

And now the light is fading, broken wings have brought the journey's end.
Your voice, that led me safe thus far is fading from my ears.
You were everything to me, a light to guide me in my darkest hour;
don't want to say goodbye just yet, don't want to be alone
and then you come, to hold me once again, I feel safe at last.
Although I feel the end is coming closer unto me.
If I could only travel back in time, to peaceful days gone by.
But this is my price to pay: to not survive beyond this very day.
Oh, the pain is lessened when you're near, there is no fear.
I'm whole again as in days gone by, if only for a while.
But it hurts to have to leave you so, I don't want to go.
Could this sacrifice cost me my life?

Oh, tomorrow will not ever come, my night's begun.
And I must travel far beyond, to places yet unseen.
Remember me, and treasure everyday; even come what may
forget not the precious gift of time, I pray.
Oh, just to live my life again, to treasure every little moment then,
satisfied, I'd leave you all behind, accepting of my fate.
But I am full of grief to leave this life so incomplete.
My dream is coming to the end.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PLUeowS8VNk

2010-07-06T01:24:00.003+08:00

finally the project for purchasing and procurement is over and done with =D what's left is jus to print out the report and submit it...

although there are still 5 more projects to go, but its better now cus the purchasing project is really stressful cus i was really afraid that we would not be able to complete it before the deadline... but we managed to do it somehow haha...

anyway, watched 9 Temples at causeway point with michelle, andrew, samuel, tristan, anson and cher phang... its like my first time watching at causeway point lol.. and the queue was like freaking long cus today is youth day (which means no sch for pri, sec and jc students -.-) as for the movie, i think the first 15mins was really not bad (until i was told it was a dream of one of the characters =.=) but the rest of the movie was tad draggy... but the twist in the end was not bad... so overall, it is not as scary as wat i had expected..

slacked at Harry's at with michelle, andrew and samuel as the rest went back home after the movie... its really nice to slack and jus chill after the end of one of our projects =D

~+Love is like a fruit. It may look good, but you shouldn't bite in it until it's ripe.+~

2010-06-28T02:44:00.002+08:00

hmm wat happened recently...

ok first of all, i've passed my basic theory for driving and nw jus waiting for the rest of them cus i have no idea wat to apply etc...

smth was wrong with my phone's touchscreen last week and i had to send it to the service centre... therefore, i was stuck with using a phone which cant reply to any sms and had no camera for a week... luckily my phone was fixed before the sch starts lol =X

the 2 week term break had ended and i felt as though the break was onli 1 week cus the second week was mostly used on projects etc...

i guess i better head off to bed soon in case my flu gets worst =.=

~+Experience is a hard teacher because she gives the test first, the lesson afterwards.+~

2010-06-22T02:55:00.003+08:00

御守之心 - 黃鴻升

黃鴻升(小鬼) - 御守之心
作詞：彭資閔作曲：FUN4樂團編曲：楊聲錚

從天際到魔域盡頭
夜里默默包紮傷口
能不能你懂我這份堅持的理由
邪惡正蔓延著星球
看希望微弱像燭火
我卻從不後悔陪著你一起走

讓疲憊身軀在惡夜中驚醒
從無盡的絕境再戰斗到黎明後
就算揮霍盡熱血年少為一個
任性的原因我
想永遠守護你成為你的勇氣
一個擋十一沒有半點遲疑
御守最重要比一生一世都美好的淚滴
就算非常孤單就算顫抖不停
心臟結了晶像鉆石般強硬
御守到永遠犧牲整個太空
都要深愛的那個你

并不是天生是英雄
并不是掛彩不怕痛
比恐懼更可怕的是失去你笑容
并不是命運選擇我
而是我選擇了光榮
哪怕幸福渺茫也要為你追求

讓疲憊身軀在惡夜中驚醒
從無盡的絕境再戰斗到黎明後
就算揮霍盡熱血年少為一個
任性的原因我
想永遠守護你成為你的勇氣
一個擋十一沒有半點遲疑
御守最重要比一生一世都美好的淚滴
就算非常孤單就算顫抖不停
心臟結了晶像鉆石般強硬
御守到永遠犧牲整個太空
都要深愛的那個你

想永遠守護你成為你的勇氣
一個擋十一沒有半點遲疑
御守最重要比一生一世都美好的淚滴
就算非常孤單就算顫抖不停
心臟結了晶像鉆石般強硬
御守到永遠犧牲整個太空
都要深愛的那個你

2010-06-21T02:43:00.002+08:00

YouTube music day演唱會 Dance Flow - Come on! Come on! ~English Version~

2010-06-11T02:23:00.003+08:00

its been awhile since i last blogged and i realised tat i'll get lazy if i didnt blog for sometime =X

today marks the start of the 2 weeks of term 'break' which i think everyone really needed considering that its been quite sometime since we had any break/holiday and especially since last week was really a hectic one with 4 icas and 1 report due (wat happened to the 'one week cannot have more then 3 ica policy anyway? o.o) although its the term break but i think at most we are ouly able to really rest for a few days as there are lots of projects waiting for us...

had lunch at Fortunate Restaurant at toa payoh with clarissa, siew ling, dara, en nian, kelly, andrew, anson and cher phang and its the first time tat i actually ate there lol... oh and last friday i had pork rib soup at marsling with samuel and the rest...

headed down to suntec after tat for the it fair with andrew, anson and cher phang as i wanted to get my itouch and anson wanted to take a look the razer mouse and tat place was really crowded =.="

(iTouch + the mini speakers (freebie) )

so yeah... finally gt my iTouch 8gb at $308... although i started to feel a little regret when i reach home cus it took me quite awhile to find out how to load songs and apps into it... but so far its ok? =P

~+It all eventually turns into memories, yet memories are nothing more then a sieve.+~

2010-06-01T00:32:00.000+08:00

God Eater (ゴッドイーター) Special 2010 PV

=D

2010-05-29T04:08:00.000+08:00

Gimmick Game - Nana Mizuki feat.motsu

2010-05-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

thanks guys for all the wishes =D

and thx for the gifts ;D

(i had to tag along to get this cake cus my parents did not know which cake do i want lol)

(a scrapbook, a belt and a notebook... am i really tat forgetful? =P)

(smth from my sis... an uglydoll called Ice Bat)

2010-05-12T00:58:00.002+08:00

i cant believe im so blur today =.="

rushed down to sch early in the morning at 8am cus i thought that the lecture starts at 8 and i was rushing like mad cus i thought i was running late... and when i reached, there was not a single soul in the lecture theatre =.=" went to north canteen with joel cus he too thought that the lecture was at 8 =X

anyway, watched ip man at bishan today with anson, cp, sk, cass, hui min and michelle.. and movie was great =D

had the sudden urge to get an itouch today cus i find the apps and games on anson's iphone really fun and the sch was having an IT-Fair where a 8gb itouch was selling for $288 but...

i didnt get it lol...

i guess i'll wait for the IT fair next mth or smth or i can buy andrew's 2nd hand itouch for $100 XD

btw, changing of blogskin is delayed cus...

im feeling kinda lazy... jus kidding =P

its because i accidentally did smth to the code which messed it up so im currently looking for another new one

~+We think a flower on a cliff is beautiful because we stop our feet at the cliff's edge, unable to step out into the sky like that fearless flower.+~

2010-05-08T03:01:00.002+08:00

these two songs are stuck in my head @_@

JIGGY 中文版 -F.CUZ (feat.郭書瑤)

Encore LaLa -郭靜

anyway... finally handed in my IPP report on thursday and thought that IPP was officially over...

but today, i gt a shock when i opened up my e-mail inbox... its an e-mail from my supervisor saying that there's a minor mistake in my IPP report although the content and everything is ok... but i cant do anything about it cus i had already submitted the report on thursday =.=" nvm guess it wont really affect the whole report since its jus a really minor mistake...

and i gt a call from my LO today asking me about one of the tasks that i did at MSC, the presentation slides for the department bonding event... he said that he wanted more details on tat as he was hoping that it will help to pull my grade up...

so does this mean that i did so badly for ipp tat he is trying all he can to help me?

OMFG I.AM.SO.DEAD.

~+If you love someone its nothing,if you are loved by someone its something,if you love and are loved by someone its everything+~

2010-05-05T00:24:00.004+08:00

last friday was the last day of my 10 weeks of attachment... unlike some of my frens who do not wan IPP to end, i was dying to go bck to sch lol... maybe its because im unable to adapt to working life yet? cus i feel tat its so boring...and i dun really know them well so there's really nth to talk about... plus everyone is busy with their own stuff...

as for my last day there, it was jus like any other day except maybe there was nth much left to do? cus i finished up most of the tasks assigned on thursday so friday is more like for me to approve a few more RAs as well as to finish up my report and to save any relevant information about the company.. didnt have any celebration cus onli a few of my colleagues know that fri was my last day there... most of them only realised it when i was distributing the pastries to them (some even thought that its someone's birthday therefore got pastry to eat lol =.=")

was given a box of royce chocolates by my supervisor and thats about it... didnt really asked for any testimonials or recommendation letters cus she's quite busy with the work tat i doubt she will have spare time to write a testimonial for me...

failed attempt at trying to take a pic of the moon... it looked more like a street lamp instead of a moon...

anyway sch's started and being the first week, there isnt much to worry about except for the IPP report which will be due within this week... and i still dunno wat else to add in or edit =.="

ps: the weather lately is sooo warm -.-"

~+Everybody wants to go to heaven; but nobody wants to die.+~

2010-05-03T01:59:00.003+08:00

WOW -AK (陳奕 & 沈建宏)

i jus realised that i suck a gift wrapping... seriously... it took me like an hour and a whole sheet of wrapping paper jus to wrap a small A5 (i think) notebook... cus i re-wrap the thing for dunno how many times lol... perhaps next time i should leave it to the professionals (namely my sis and those shop assistants) ?

will post a new entry within this week or smth cus i should be asleep nw lol =X

oh and minor changes to this blog will be made within these few weeks? =P

2010-04-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

2 more days and its bye bye to over-crowded train rides, formal attire and of course, dozing off during work =X

but then, why is my workload increasing all of a sudden?! shouldnt i be like tying up the losseends or smth? why am i given new tasks anyway? =.="

will update more when i've gt the time...

2010-04-26T01:35:00.001+08:00

Baptize-Yousei Teikoku

2010-04-24T04:14:00.001+08:00

3D video... without glasses @_@

羅志祥 - 舞法舞天 MV 3D版

2010-04-17T02:59:00.002+08:00

birthday cake~ (nt mine though.. its my dad's)

(everything on the the messy table belongs to my sis lol =.=)

view from the conference room on the 34th floor of suntec tower 4

it was only up till last week then i realised tat there's a sihouette of a man and a woman there... i had always thought tat its jus a pic of the moon lol... and to think i have been using this blogskin since last year...

~+When you see someone worse off than you you feel a little relieved. When you see someone happier than you you quickly become impatient.+~

2010-04-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

[jus heard it from the radio but rephrased abit cus i cant rmb exactly wat the dj said]

if you take the number 1 and multiply it ten times, you'll end up with 1

however, if you take 1.1 and multiply it ten times, you'll get 2.8531 which is almost 3 times what you had started with

on the other hand, if you take 0.9 and multiply it ten times, u'll get 0.3138 which is far from what you had started with

so assuming that the number 1 is the amount of effort that u're putting in nw. if u jus put in tat 0.1 more, you'll realised that over time, you will have improved more than you had expected. however, if you decided to put inless effort, even if its jus 0.1% less, you'll fall behind others by alot.

2010-04-13T23:49:00.003+08:00

爆Q／小白‧與藝人共舞合作賽 (Supergirl)

大人的世界MV -By2

2010-04-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

source: http://www.villagecounseling.net/intimacy.shtml

In his book, "7 Levels of Intimacy," Matthew Kelly defines intimacy as happening when there is a mutual revealing of our authentic selves. Another way of saying intimacy is “into-me-see”. Our relationships deepen when we learn how to navigate each level of authentic sharing, but it starts with a mutual willingness to know and be known by each other.

Number 1 is naturally the most superficial of conversation, with number 7 being the deepest emotional intimacy level that a couple can achieve.

Different Types of Communication Produce Various Levels of Intimacy

1. Clichés - Clichés are simple conversation starters such as, “Hello, how are you?” When these are handled with ease and grace, safety is generated and people are willing to go to the next level. If they feel judged, criticized or ridiculed they will go no further. People start here to see if it is safe to connect.

2. Facts - Facts can be personal or non-personal facts about the weather, sports, current events; whatever can be addressed in conversation without too much risk. Except in the case of know-it-alls, this is a great level for people to test whether a person is a safe conversationalist.

3. Opinions - The opinion level is the first level of vulnerability, marked by a person’s willingness to risk revealing something about who they are. This is often the level where conversations break down; where disagreements of opinion reveal inflexibility and intolerance. Conversely, if a person is willing to allow others to disagree without rejecting, ridiculing or punishing, the conversation can continue to the next level.

4. Hopes & Dreams - If we navigate safely through the level of opinions, people will often be willing to reveal what truly inspires them. Sharing hopes and dreams identifies what a person wants to become or how they ant to live. Being safe enough to entrust others with your dreams prepares you to connect at an even deeper level.

5. Feelings - When the environment is safe enough to be honest with our feelings, only then are we able to feel truly connected. Inviting someone else into our feelings, however, makes us feel vulnerable, and for most people is a difficult obstacle to overcome, depending on how accepting and validating their past experiences have been while sharing feelings with others.

6. Fears, Failures and Weaknesses - This level is uncomfortable for many of us because in our culture weakness is seen as a fault, and past sharing of one’s fears and failures may have been met with ridicule and rejection rather than acceptance and support. Conversely when openness on this level is met with care and nurturing, real healing and growth can occur.

7. Needs - Sharing our needs in a way that is vulnerable (not demanding) is a sign of maturity, as is the ability to truly listen to one another. Sometimes our conversations lack meaning because we fail to listen or fail to ask the right questions. We fail to listen because we don’t know how to subjugate our own needs in order to meet the needs of others.

2010-04-04T02:39:00.002+08:00

[JuBeat Knit]

At AOU2010 Amusement Expo, Konami exhibited jubeat knit, the third title in its jubeat series. Jubeat is a popular rhythm game which is played by touching a light-up panel in time with the music. The jubeat console has a three-dimensional design, with the operation panel in the center. Players touch the 16 squares on the panel in time to the background music. With jubeat, players can accompany other players nationwide online. This latest title has a new feature called “Difficulty Matching.” Previous versions only matched players who had chosen the same tune and same level of difficulty, but jubeat knit can match players with different skill levels when playing the same tune. This enables beginners to play along with more advanced users. Jubeat knit will appear in arcades in summer 2010.

source: http://www.diginfo.tv/2010/02/25/10-0010-r-en.php

[song list]
New Licenses
REDEMPTION 97 - A Dance & A Beer - BPM 190 [3/6/8]
Fact - a fact of life - BPM ??? [3/6/7]
斉藤和義 - �*�いて帰ろう (Aruite Kaerou) - BPM 191 [2/5/7]
mihimaru GT - アンビリーバボー feat.TAKUYA - BPM ??? [1/6/8]
GIRL NEXT DOOR - Infinity - BPM ??? [2/5/8]
miray - jump pump - BPM ??? [3/5/7]
lecca - 紅空 (Kurenaizora) - BPM ??? [2/5/8]
Q;indivi - Love You - BPM ??? [1/4/6]
UNISON SQUARE GARDEN - MR.アンディ (MR. ANDY) - BPM ??? [2/7/8]
おとぎ話 - 理由なき反抗(Riyuu Naki Hankou) - BPM ??? [4/5/8]
GOLLBETTY - Secret Word - BPM ??? [2/7/8]
COLTEMÖNIKHA - そらとびひかり (Sora Tobi Hikari) - BPM ??? [2/5/8]
鴉 - 夢(Yume) - BPM 171 [3/6/7]
相川七瀬 - 夢見る少女じゃいられない(Yume Miru Shoujo Ja Irarenai)) - BPM ??? [2/5/8]

New Konami Originals
GUHROOVY - AIR RAID FROM THA UNDERGROUND - BPM ??? [5/9/10]
DJ YOSHITAKA - ALBIDA - BPM 185 [5/7/10]
石阪久美�*� - コイノチカラ (Koi no Chikara) - BPM ??? [3/6/8]
SHOGO - Lead Me - BPM ??? [3/7/9]
常盤ゆう - 少年リップルズ (Shounen Ripples) - BPM 210 [4/7/9]
shooting star - スペースカーニバル (Space Carnival) - BPM ??? [4/7/9]

source: http://www.bemanistyle.com/index.php/news/jubeat-ripples-append-released-1734

[preview of two songs]

ALBIDA -DJ YOSHITAKA (maker of Evans)

アンビリーバボー (full ver.) -Mihimaru GT(feat.TAKUYA)

ps: am i the only one who cant view youtube videos that are embeded into other websites?

2010-03-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

met up with the rest on sat at justacia at Dhoby Ghaut Exchange but anson, cher phang and i were late cus we thought tat it was at plaza sing so we were trying to find tat place in PS when actually its at dhoby ghaut exchange =X

watched When in Rome after lunch at Cathay which is a Romance/Comedy film...

been feeling abit lazy to blog lately and i really dunno wat to write about since almost everyday is the same routine...

however, i'll still be posting videos here though (jus so tat at least there are new posts lol =x)

~+When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.+~

2010-03-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

蚊子 - The Annoying Orange 橘子與蘋果(我的影片最好笑)

o.0

2010-03-23T00:26:00.002+08:00

Everytime -By2

I, can hear your voice around
Like and echo, everything is in a mess
Why this feeling turn so cold, freezing in the darkness, so alone.
Everytime I look into your eyes,
I can tell you our love is still alive, it's killing me,
Oh Baby~

Everytime you look into my eyes,
I rather hear the truth than live in all your lies
I'm so lost , I'm so hurt for you, how could I survive?
Would it be the very last kiss?
All these memories, all the sorrows stay or gone.

Everytime I look into your eyes,
I can tell you our love is still alive, it's killing me,
Oh Baby~
Everytime you look into my eyes,
I rather hear the truth than live in all your lies
I'm so lost , I'm so hurt for you, how could I survive?

oh btw... good luck to everyone (esp to me =X) tml cus i heard the results will be out? scary >.<"

2010-03-19T01:10:00.001+08:00

瞬間センチメンタル (Shunkan Sentimental) - SCANDAL (live)

i should be sleeping nw lol =X

2010-03-15T23:47:00.003+08:00

would u believe if i tell you tat i onli started to know how to use e-mail like 2 years ago? =X yup.. it took me awhile to know how to send a email to someone without sending it to the wrong person or worst, to everyone in my contact list (happened before) D: and yet from last week till today, i was busy e-mailing import managers, sales managers etc from many different countries O.O although its jus asking them to provide information lol =X

and i find it really hard to type a proper e-mail without using words like lol, hahas, thx and of course emoticons like o.0, =D, D:

anyway...

somehow real player is messing up my IE... cus i cant seem to even play the song tat is on my blog... and when i go to some sites tat stream songs like esnips, the window automatically closes o.0

and dun u jus hate it when u're in a crowded MRT, far away from the door and u have to push ur way through the crowd jus to get out? and to make matters worst, a horde of people are pushing their way in jus as u're about to get out? i nearly missed my stop because of tat D: and on top of the 'horde', the wire of my earphones had to get caught onto someone else's bag >.<"

oh and one more thing... after 3 weeks of waking up at 6.30am, i realised that im really more suited from those night shift work instead... cus its like in the morning, no matter how long i slept, i would still feel tired and keep yawning... but at night, im like super alert O.O plus its like i dun feel sleepy at all nw lol

add on: omg facebook is like lagging like mad nw D: omg... dun tell me smth really is wrong with realplayer... (cus i jus reinstalled it jus nw and before tat, everything was fine)

~+Hard work never killed anybody, but why take the chance?+~

2010-03-15T01:03:00.001+08:00

[News Article]

Man killed at void deck

A MAN was found dead at the void deck of Block 170 at Toa Payoh Lorong 1 on Saturday night.

Police were alerted to a case of dispute at about 10.30 pm.

When they arrived at the scene, they found a 36-year-old man lying on the floor of the void deck. He had injuries on his body and was pronounced dead at about 11 pm by paramedics.

source: http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne+News/Crime/Story/A1Story20100314-204553.html

block 170... tat's like onli a few blocks from where im staying... and no wonder i saw an ambulance last night D:

2010-03-14T04:26:00.000+08:00

20100313我愛黑澀棒棒堂-紅白巨星模仿賽[糖果：花蝴蝶]

bleh i should be sleeping nw lol =X

2010-03-13T02:36:00.003+08:00

Iron Man 2 Trailer 2

OMG i want to watch this D:

bleh forgot wat i wanted to blog about lol... i think i really should like leave the wireless on before going to bed cus its like often, i would get ideas on what to blog about jus before i sleep but i tend to forget everything once i wake up the next day lol =.=

some out-dated stuff i found around the house

oh ya one more thing... after more then one month, i realised tat... i had accidentally deleted tat video tat benjamine took during SCMC OMG... cus i was going to giv uploading videos to youtube another shot and i realised tat i cant find tat vid anywhere... i mus have forgotten to send it to my com before resetting my pervious phone T_T

wasted...

~+I told the doctor I broke my leg in two places. He told me to quit going to those places.+~

2010-03-12T00:22:00.002+08:00

S.H.E -SHERO MV

o.O my right eye is 'a little' swollen lol... no idea why also...

oh and i nv imagine i would say this but... TGIF OMG =D

ok nites lol

ps: today's quote is a joke... it didnt happen... really

~+When I die, I want to go peacefully like my Grandfather did, in his sleep -- not screaming, like the passengers in his car.+~

2010-03-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

羅志祥-舞法舞天

糖果&野獸 - 窗外

things tat i've said i wanted to do but havent done it (for one reason or another)

1) upload the video tat benjaime took during scmc to youtube

2) upload the scm project video to youtube

3) edit those NG videos into one video

(but why is it always videos? =.=")

and many more (but i cant really rmb)~~~

~+Even now in the long nights when you can't see the answer, I want you to just follow the path you believed in because there's light waiting up ahead.+~

2010-03-05T01:15:00.004+08:00

have been think of wat to get after i get my 'allowance' (aka salary) from my attachment... cus after deducting the amount needed to fill the 'hole' in my bank acc tat my saito has caused, i still have some left for myself =X so here's a few of the items tat i had thought of getting but in the end decided not to...

Ipod Nano

wanted to get an ipod at first but gave up cus 1) my mp3 is still working and 2) i dun like how we hav to use itunes to sync music into it instead of jus drag the files in...

wireless headphones/earphones

gave up cus i think its expensive and wat if the battery died on me on my way to sch or when im outside? worst still if the battery of both phone and the wireless headset died... >.<

Wii

wanted to get cus the games looked fun but i guess it will be gathering dust after a month cus i'll be sick of the games lol... plus its wayy to expensive =.="

oh and i unlocked evans today =D

~+Marriage is give and take. You'd better give it to her or she'll take it anyway.+~

2010-03-01T00:58:00.003+08:00

1 week of attachment is over (like finally =.=") and somehow, mine isnt as smooth going as compared to my frens who are attached to other places...

why? u might ask... tat's because from wat i heard from my lo the last time, there are supposed to be 3 of us attached to tat company... but somehow last week onli gt me and another guy... so far not bad rite? BUT tat guy suddenly nv turn up since wed... cant say why cus 1) im nt really sure and 2) if wat im guessing is rite, i dun think its appropriate to say is here... so from wednesday onwards, IM ALL ALONE IN THE COMPANY DAMN IT... and because i am someone who takes awhile to warm up to someone, i have been doing everything on my own,by myself, ALONE D:

before wednesday, i have NEVER ate alone before... not even at home... and i can tell u guys, the feeling of eating alone is freaking horrible... its not tat i dun wan to like join my colleagues or anything like tat.. is i dunno how to... cus to me, they are still strangers that work in the same office as me tats all... so i feel would feel very awkard if i suddenly go up to them and say 'erm can i join u guys for lunch?'

hais... 9 weeks seems so far away...

~+Tragic may be the beginning but not necessarily the end.+~

2010-02-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

What Really Matters

2010-02-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

伸头一刀，缩头一刀, 就来吧

this is the thought tat hav been going through my mind for the past 2 days and perhaps many days to come... until the end of ipp tat is >.<"

9 weeks and 3 days more~

2010-02-22T23:09:00.001+08:00

IM SO TIRED T_T

Mizuki Nana - Silent Bible (subbed)

2010-02-19T04:05:00.000+08:00

even though the exams are over like a week ago, im still unsure of whether should i be glad tat its all over?

afterall, this time the pressure to get decent results are really kinda high... this is because seeing everyone doing so well, im really worried tat i'll be at the bottom of the entire class... in addition, the pressure to pass is even greater as there's no sup paper tat i can fall bck on (although i've nv relied on it before)...

i jus hope that i can pass... even if its borderline...

oh yes... jus kinda bored today so i went around reading blogs of random strangers and i saw a post tat kinda set me thinking... anyway i wont be paste the post here cus its in chinese and im kinda lazy to translate it lol =X

here's the link to the post: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/sandy1124e/27143692

anyway after reading it... i kinda agree that in life, its either u achieve ur goal and live the life u wanted to or u fail and end up with nothing... and if i continue to be lax, my future will most likely end up as the latter...

however, as some of my friends might know, i dun even hav a goal or a dream... most of the choices tat ive made so far are made without considering anything... take for example... the reason i chose to enter into business management at NYP was because i decided at the last min tat i did not want to enter into an engineering course because i heard tat there might be calculations so i opted for a course in a poly tat was nearest to where i'm staying... although i wonder what if i jus went ahead instead... cus afterall, my best and favourite subject was D&T...

and i opt to take supply chain management simply because i hated CRM(no offense), disliked retail and was afraid of the competition in HR and not because im interested in SCM...

although in so far, ive not regretted making those decisions but i really hope tat i wont one day look back and start to regret not choosing the other option...

i also agree that so far, im very blessed cus i feel tat im very protected as even if i made any mistake, the ppl around me will not put me down but instead, they will try and correct me without being too harsh...

soon, i'll be too old for dreams... and based on tat post, most ppl will have achieved something (no matter how small the achievement is) by 25... so hopefully, i'll be able to know what my goal is by the end of the year i guess... and i'll hav to get use to being out of my comfort zone soon cus im really running out of time..

~+It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.+~

2010-02-16T01:56:00.001+08:00

lol this is freaking funny (if u understand wat they are saying =X)

2010-02-14T03:01:00.005+08:00

First of all... happy lunar new year guys haha =D

finally the exams are over and here comes the long awaited 1 week break from studying lol... although the exams are over and its cny nw, im nt really in the mood though... maybe its because im extremely worried about my results i guess...

anyway... luckily there's one week break before the start of ipp... otherwise, i guess everyone will be in a wreck lol =X hmm... the company tat im posted to is not too bad i guess... its at suntec and the ~~pay~~ allowance is not bad... the only downside is tat im nt with anyone from my class... but i am with someone tat i know though so its not tat bad i guess?

oh yes... had dinner with two of my primary sch classmates yesterday... i did expect more ppl to turn up though... but i guess everyone was busy? but it was still nice to catch up with them... after all, its been years since we last met lol...

~+The man who smiles when things go wrong has thought of someone to blame it on..+~

2010-02-09T01:12:00.005+08:00

~~Business Finanace,Essentials of Financial Management Accounting,Marketing Management, Business Law,Essentials of Supply Chain Management~~

ITS OVER =D

2010-02-08T01:56:00.003+08:00

tml is the first paper of my sem exams and wat the heck am i doing up anyway?!

anyway... good luck guys

and nights =X

2010-02-04T01:53:00.002+08:00

next week is gonna be a very busy and stressful one... partly its because next week they are going to inform us where we're going to be posted to for IPP (aka attachment)

but its mostly because of this.. my exam timetable... 5 papers in a week and all starts at 10am =.="

been studying for the past few days and so far, ive onli managed to complete a few efma past year paper, scm notes and more than 3/4 of my marketing notes... i have not touch my biz finance and biz law yet but i am planning to start biz law before finance though =X oh and i didnt memorise anything AT ALL (u mean u expect someone who cant even rmb phone numbers to rmb slides?) =X...

so as i was saying, ive been waking up 'early' (at around 11am+) to start my revison and i would stop revising at around 10pm... so if exclude time needed for lunch, dinner, shower etc, it would amount to around 7 hours per day? o.0 and to think in the past, 3 hours of studying was my limit =.="

but cant help it cus there's someone who i really wan to win in terms of acadamic results (tat person is not from my year 2 class)... and of course, im working hard NOT to be the LAST in class since the rest are really smart D:

part of me screams 'stop pushing yourself! You're reaching your limit!'' while part of me screams 'you've to work harder! not much time left!" so... what should i do?

~+Maybe we should blame that third person we became, that personality we shared together. Maybe it's their fault because you're a good person and I think I'm a good person too. +~

2010-02-03T03:00:00.002+08:00

青春鬥 (1分50秒) - 楊丞琳

瞬間センチメンタル (Syunkan Sentimental) - SCANDAL

Phantom Minds (English Sub) - Mizuki Nana

2010-02-01T02:08:00.002+08:00

saturdays and sundays are really not suitable for studying... D:

didnt really do much except did notes on ONE lecutre of SCM =.=" at the pace im going, i doubt tat i can even finish one module before the exams >.<"

was going to finish up my 3rd efma past year paper but then again, i was kinda busy trying out my saito =D but so far, ive onli managed to configure the wifi and the bluetooth... ive nt gotten used to the camera yet though... cus its abit different from my w910... but the battery life is surprisingly short o.0 its like going to be dead after like 4 hours of usage... and i didnt call/sms much... i didnt even on its wifi for long lol =.= and the headset they provided is those normal kind and not those in-ear type (like w910's)

(pics take with my previous phone)

actually i wanted to get pixon 12 instead of saito cus i thought tat there's nt point in getting a smartphone since i dun really need the apps and im onli going for the camera... plus the price different of $200 bucks (saito is $488 while pixon 12 is $288) is really too much =.= but yesterday my parents and i went to a shop and tat shop assistant told us that there's no more stock for pixon 12 and tat it has some sort of software problems D: today, we went to another shop and they too had no more stock( we were told tat there wasnt any stock at any outlets o.0)

in the end my mom convinced (psycho) me to get saito instead =.=" my $488~~~ T_T (cus i paid for it)

now i need to find a pouch tat's long enough for it lol...

~+Knowledge is realizing that the street is one-way, wisdom is looking both directions anyway+~

2010-01-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

im like on an 'unlucky streak' today =.="

bleh~

2010-01-27T00:14:00.003+08:00

less than 2 weeks to the sem exams and there's like completely no motivation at all to do any revision...

of course i know tat i MUST REVISE but there's really ZERO motivation lol =.=

and it doesnt help that my classmates are all freaking strong D: (not really saying tat its a bad thing but its kinda stressful cus i dun wan to be at the bottom of the class =.=")

and somehow, this sem is quite strange cus i didnt flunk the module that i thought i would do really badly in (biz finance) but somehow i did badly for my EFMA even though i did poa in sec 3,4 before o.0 and im starting to suck at theory questions when im supposed to be good at it (i mean, if u suck at calculations, u should be good in theory rite? o.o)

oh and im so starting to regret opting to take calculus D:

~+Parents spend the first part of our lives teaching us to walk and talk, and the rest of it telling us to sit down and shut up.+~